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Where we are now?

I have negative thoughts 

I said I believe in a thousand gods

And it upsets me that I bother you with something like this at such times.

It doesn't matter how many times this text rhymes

I miss the conversations we had that weren't negative

But this feeling is so addictive

But now I fall into depression so often that it's becoming a rarity

You told me to get clarity 

I want to ask him if he still wants the contact

Or he doesn't want it...

That would be a fact

If not, I'll leave him alone, no matter how much pain it

How does the crowd fit

I'm injured... 

I don't want to tell him because I don't dare... 

I'm just overreacting...

I can't fight it any longer 

I can't be any stronger 

Everyone says, Don't let it end like this

But actually it feels like a dead kiss

I ruined myself just by being me

I only wanna feel free

Is it that hard to accept the way I wanna live

They say it's not an alternative 

I know it and I hate myself for being that shit

I just want to give up but you stop me

[→ Just another stupid text]

~Seungwoon<3