(This is for my lovely bunny, my oniichaan, who is the most unexpected person that I've ever got, I never thought, I would get this close to someone again, but fate is like this only, he was meant to meet me, I was meant to meet him, bunny you really mean a lot to me, I can't express how I felt when I knew that this person is gonna stay with me forever, I don't know, I just felt that, you makes me happy and give me strength to smile and fight one more day, I don't know, I just too safe and too loved with you, you're my soulmate, I've a little galaxy in which I'm the moon, there lies sun and stars,,,,, and I've two stars in my little galaxy one is you, the star which lights this moon and can never stop doing it, even if I ask, I truly love you oniichaan, you're the second best thing that ever happened to me, I can't use my words to describe how grateful I'm to get you, but yet I tried to explain with some words of mine,,,,,,, they're below, not words, my whole heart is lying below........ It has 4 phases,,,,, first phase explains when we just met, second phase explains what I felt when we started getting to know each other better, the third phase explains the part when we got close, and the last one is a glance to future. Now you can read it.......)
I cry, I fear.
I'm fucking fucked up,
It maybe clear.
You look always goods in me
Blocking the worst negativities that may lie beneath me,
I've hated myself for years and you just loved me, the true me, which no one knew, which I hide the most in less than a week.
You found me in my worse,
When I was again loosing the part of me that I moulded to keep myself hidden, when those stormy nights didn't let me sleep, when those humming tunes seared my ears, I heard your voice that pierced through them reaching straight to me.
I'm happy, I'm fearless.
When I'm quite you really know that the matter is something else.
You haven't seen me yet you know and trust my insecurities.
I'll take bribe to keep your secrets,
I'll lie to make you happy.
But none of this would matter,
When I could spend another day with you together smilingly :)
