"You could have just stayed."
"You should have let me."
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You can't really forget someone even if you try because deep in your mind, even the littlest speck of memory of him will remain.
And even though I tried so hard to flick that speck away, I just couldn't. Because my heart knows what it wants. And all I know is that it wants you back.
I closed my journal and carefully placed it on the table beside my vanity. This is all just tiring. Every night I lock myself in my room and rant to my journal about how much he still messes with my mind. This is all useless. Writing in my journal will not lull him to me. He won't come back. He said so himself.
The breeze coming from outside made me shiver. I walked across the room and closed my shutters.
I won't leave you even if you ask me to..
The sudden flashback rips my heart in half and freezes my brain.
Here we go again...
I screamed as I felt my head burst into a million little flashbacks.
You were all that I wanted ... please don't go
I have to.
Don't give up on us
I have to.
You can't just push me away
I have to.
I love you.. please stay.
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