When Sora woke up she heard her phone pinging so many times, she groaned and picked it up sleepily but what she saw shocked her and she suddenly felt awake...
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She opened her page and saw she had gone viral overnight!
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She had many positive comments and of course a few haters but she was famous overnight!
Throughout the next week she kept posting and gained many followers. Sunoo's sister helped her learn makeup and helped her take photos and everything was going good.
It has been 4 months since that incident at school.
It was late at night.
The clock showed 11 P.M.
Sora looks at her reflection in he mirror.
She doesn'y have any flashy clothes.
She doesn't have any makeup on ethier.
She looks at the person staring back at her in the mirror.
"Is that you Sora?" She asks herself.
"Is this truly me? She doesn't remmember looking like this.
She reaches for her old diary in a drawer, It has a lock. She looks around her room, she doesn't remmember where she puts the key.
She looks under her bed, but there is nothing under her bed.
"Sunoo cleaned my room so well" She mutters to herself. She looks around her shelf and sees a clear container filled with many diffrent things. She looks through it and there she finds the key.
She looks at both the diary and the key, it feels deepeningly hard to do. So many regrets, so much pain.
She unlocks it anyway.
Date: **/**/****
Today was picture day and me and Yana....
Yana Is so pretty! today she was wearing A puffy red shirt, she is so girly, so pretty!
I can never be like her. She is so perfect. and I'm not......
Today Yana was.... Today Yana did... Yana was so..... Yana...... Well Yana said.....
Dear Diary, why am I so ugly?
Dear diary, why was I born like this?
Diary, today they said I'm so ugly. Am I really that bad?
Yana was so..... Yana said..... Yana was going to.........
Dear Diary. Will I ever be enough?
She stops reading. It hurts.
It hurts to read.
She feels her eyes swell up with tears.
She looks at the picture from school picture day from years ago.
"This......."
"This was ugly?"
Looking at her old photo, she realizes. She wasn't bad.
True, she was chubby.
True, she wasn't the prettiest girl in the class.
But she wasnt "ugly".
If anything, she was actually quite cute.
She flips to the end of the diary.
She goes to last years picture day.
"Why?"
She feels so confused.
She doesn''t look ugly lately etheir.
She looks average.
but why were they telling her she was ugly?
"I don't understand"
Sora looks at her reflection in he mirror.
She doesn'y have any flashy clothes.
She doesn't have any makeup on ethier.
She looks at the person staring back at her in the mirror.
"Is that you Sora?" She asks herself.
"Is this truly me?
She looks Ethreal.
Like the moon, like a fantasy, like....like a dream.
She was always hidding, trying not to draw attention.
It has been 4 months since that incident at school.
"What would they say if they saw me now?"
She laid on her bed and scrolled through her instagram.
