Marco was never a loud type of person. He liked his own peace and safety. Everybody knew that. He had 2 close friends... Sofia and Jess. He relied on them the most. Around them he would smile, laugh and yell how much he wanted.
But ever since he saw his dad his insanity got worse. He is currently dealing with PTSD and chronic depression, attending the psychiatric asylum for 5 years now. Nobody is able to help him..
*Cink*
That was his phone, his eyes shifting onto the black screen, turning it on. It was a notification from Sofia.
"Ew this raggedy broke bitch again." He rolled his eyes and opened it.
"Hey girl, guess what i got a great opportunity for you. It's like a band in Paris, like 3 teenagers in it and they need a drummer, and i know you used to play those things so it's worth a try.. also you might find a manz."
Marco was speechless. How she could even think of a thing like this. He isn't even able to talk to his mother normally.. but he would like a man... His type was mostly blonde guys with blue eyes. He loved them. He had a chronic obsession with this one guy in high school, his name was Shean. The principal had to give him other classes because, Marco would sit in his desk, and cut Shean's hair so he could sleep with it.
He shook his head off and noticed 5 new more messages.
"Hoe why r u ignoring me"
"Girl"
"ur NOT nonchalant dread head."
"Yk what suck my dick."
"Ur defo jerking off on Shean's hair"
Marco laughed and replied quickly.
"Yea girl sorry i was just thinking yk, well i'm not really sure because you know how i am right now, and my depression isn't really gone so i think it's for the better if i don't get involved in any business like this."
He responded, patiently waiting for a new message. He knew Sofia wanted the best for him. A lot of his friends stopped talking to him because they were embarrassed being seen with him. He's not the best guy for reputation, he knew that, but he still felt like he was the one that got hurt the most. He even carved some of his ex- friends initials onto his ankles. He regrets it till this day.
"Well yeah i know, but still i know you got like 2 friends (no offense tho), and maybe you will make some because in these rock bands there are fucked up people like you (No offense thooo)."
Marco was gagged, but still it wasn't a bad idea.. he stood up and looked at himself in the mirror. He needed few changes. To be in a rock band. You should be emo, smoky eyes, eyeliner and some piercings.
"I wouldn't look bad as a emo drummer tho.." He whispered to himself. "Maybe a lip piercing, an ear piercing and tattoo?!" He got excited and reached out for his phone.
"When is the audition?" He replied to Sofia.
"Tomorrow at like 6pm in the evening... do you want me to go with you?"
"Yes."
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my favourite guitarist
Fanfic- Marco is a shy teenage boy that was considering joining a band that would maybe help his insanity. He meets a boy called Leo, he will later on fall in love with.. A story of two shy teenage boys, and their dear friendship that will later on grow i...
