Fear Overturns Love

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Deep trenches, the open and groaning waters. Yawning whirlpools. Fear inspiring, deeply spine chilling

They say they are windows to the soul

I see them as mirrors

I bear witness to every whisper of terror within my skull

even when I merely glance at your oceanic sockets

They bubble, and wash, lapping over reason and thought, wrinkled tissue guarded by bone.

All consuming.

When I heard of this feeling, I thought I would be strengthened by it, emboldened.

But I am blown over by a tidal wave, crushing and foamish, stained turquoise glass and deep-cut azurite.

A yawning trench I am met with, and I refuse the dive, even while knowing it is all I could want.

For I could drown

And that possibility cripples me beyond words.

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