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I've missed you so much

I want to call her, but based on our different time zones she is most-likely asleep. I don't want to wake her so I guess I'll have to do without tonight and of course she will not be leaving my mind anytime soon.

I decided to leave her a message.

ME:

Good night love. I love you and miss you❤️😘

I flip back against the couch with a huff. She has been on my mind all day. I mean all her, mostly her beauty, her body, her hair god the way she smells.

Casey has been on a long away trip for work and her being gone these past two months is really getting to me. Not only mentally but I'm starting to have THOSE needs too. She told me she has a week left but I don't want to wait a week to see her or touch her. I bring my hands to my face trying to rub away my stress.

Ugg I fucking miss her.....

I stare up at the ceiling before closing my eyes. I can't help but drift off to the thought of how we would be spending our Saturday night right now.

We'd probably be in bed watching "Grey's anatomy" or maybe cooking while Dancing to music. Her grabbing my hips while I grind against her, her breath on my neck as she pulled me swaying us to the rhythm of our favorite song.

Fuck I really need her.

I slowly glide my hand down the waistband of my shorts rubbing the skins there, teasing myself a bit.

The way she would be touching me with her long fingers teasing me just how I'm doing now. How her eyes would stare into mine reading my facial expressions. How her lips would hover over mine teasing me but knowing she would give in eventually.

I reach in my shorts, rubbing myself slowly at the thought of her then bringing my hands to them pulling them off leaving me just in my underwear.

Just the thought of her here, telling me how much of a dirty girl I am for pleasing myself to the thought of her.

"Fuuk~" I huff, pulling my underwear off slightly out of patience. I reach down, rubbing my things roughly just how she would when she knew I was desperate but needed to beg her more.

I quickly sat up pulling my shirt over my head tossing it onto the living room floor-before laying a pillow under my head like she would so I could have a front row seat of her head buried between my thighs.

I groan at the thought of her lips on me. Her lips kissing my thighs as she stared into my eyes.

"Got damn", I moan as I bring my fingers to my mouth like she would and down clit as my other hand goes up and under my bra teasing my nipple.

As my hand dips to my opening teasing it the living room door opens and I am startled with the vulnerable state I'm in now.

"Hey baby I'm home" she states turns around putting her bags down before our eyes meet and she stops in her tracks

"Oh.." , surprised, she freezes in place.

"shit" I quickly sit up pulling one of the couch pillows onto my lap.

GOT DAMMIT!...she caught me.

OF course she fucking caught me.

"Hi baby your h-home!", I panicly say as her stunned face turned unreadable. I hold the pillow tight trying to hide the evidence of the activity I was just doing.

She slowly takes off her coat walking down our hallway away to our bedroom taking her bags with her without saying another word. I am still frozen in place with the pillow on my lap from the embarrassment.