WHISPERS OF THE MOON VOLUME 1 || 🖤🩵 GENMUI FANFICTION // ENG.

WHY'D YOU REMIND ME?

~'•Genya wouldn't stop staring at his shaking hands, he didn't know if he should do it or not, this might be his chance to prove that he's worthy,
or just a wasted memory that'll be lost as time passes by.
''★Are you alright Mui?★''
Muichiro tries to hold his arm with the other hand, completely at fault for making Genya question if he's okay or not.
''★Yes, I'm fine sorry★''
Genya didn't understand why he would apologize so often, even for things where he wasn't at fault, he was never like this,
The somewhat depressed and.. cold.. Muichiro in the past, had a soft spot for him.
Muichiro's hand was resting on the soft blanket of the bed,
Genya, able to think clearly on his feet decided to make a bold move, that would have impacted their relationship by a lot

~'•Genya moves his hand on Muichiro's and he leans a bit more near him•'~

Muichiro was flabbergasted, he didn't know how to react, he was never the type of person to feel something like this, it was new to him.
He thought that if he made a wrong move, all of this would've gone to waste, and his input would've been just an 'act'

~🩵MUICHIRO'S POV🖤~

°i should be surprised.. i really am, but..
It feels nice, being held by the warm sensation of his palm.
I, feel comfortable.. how though?
no wait.. it's not only comfortableness, it's something else.. could it be? perhaps love?
how did love feel like again?,

~''How my father holds me in his arms?..
That's more like affection,
~''How my brother teases me as his love language?
That's annoying.. so definitely no
I don't get it..

My body reacted by itself.

The next moment, I saw my other hand on top of his, slowly and firmly caressing it, I couldn't control my smile.

🤍🌷THIRD PERSON VIEW🌷🤍
''★What are you doing.★''
-Muichiro said rather annoyed than confused
''★Oh.. well, I, sorry.★''
''★You're welcome, i guess..★''
''★Muichiro, i like you★''
-Genya was hardly audible
''★Genya.. i- this.. it's, uhm.. a bit too soon..?★''
-Muichiro slowly said
''★N-not that I don't want you to do it, i-it calms me.. trust.
But.. i- I sincerely don't know how to react..
I indeed do appreciate your warmth, but i- really.. can't explain how i feel right now.. As if i have mixed feelings about you..★''
-Muichiro finished his sentence with lots of stutters, he wouldn't forgive himself if something would happen between them, it would definitely be because of him
''★Mui.. i understand, i completely do.
I just wanted to let you know that if you needed anything, like anything in the world, i can be here to get it for you★''
''★If you need a friend, he's here★''
-Genya replies with a soft tone, trying to hide his embarrassment and feelings about the situation.
''★I'm sorry, did i embarrass or hurt you..? I-I didn't mean to! I'm sorry, I'm sososo sorry, Genya! Can you forgive me? I-★''
-Muichiro sadly pleads before getting cut off
''★Hey, hey, Mui, calm down! Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything★''
-Genya took care of this situation really well, it impressed Muichiro, and he calmed down.

''★Alright..★''
-Muichiro softly says
°god.. he sounds so sweet in this tone, it makes me wanna kiss him.. but. I shouldn't..°
-Both of them had similar thoughts, not knowing how to proceed

~'•Yuichiro's door slams open•'~
''★HEYY! MUICHIROOO, GO MAKE ME BREAKFAST NOW!★''
-Yuichiro yelled

Genya got goosebumps by the yelling of his brother, Yuichiro seems to like to tease Muichiro

''★MAKE IT YOURSELF!★''
-Muichiro replied
~'•YUICHIRO COMES RUNNING THROUGH THE OLDE BROTHER'S DOOR•'~
''★How DARE you? TRAITOR★''
''★You're overreacting.. Yuichiro please..★''
''★Okay, fine. I'll call you and your boyfriend when it's ready★''
-Yuichiro mumbled
''★Oh.. we're not-★''
''★Even i know, come on. You two are simply afraid★''
-Yuichiro said before storming away

''★YUICHIROOO★''
-Muichiro yelled, he got no response. Just louder stomping was heard.

''★You have your mother's genes, you're exactly like her..★''
-Genya says looking at a family picture

Oh boy.. who knew the mistake he just committed..
''★Genya.. please don't say that.★''
''★Hmm? Why?★''
''★Personal stuff..★''
''★Which is?★''
..
..
..

''★I don't wanna talk about it★''
''★But we always tell eachother everything?★''
''★Sorry.. I don't want to share this★''
''★Why can't you just tell me? Gosh..★''
-Genya found this annoying

''★And why can't you just understand?★''

''★Alright. That's it.★''
Genya stands up from the bed
''★Wait huh?★''
-Muichiro looked at Genya confused, he didn't believe what he was seeing.

His own friend got mad because he didn't tell him something you didn't want to share, what a pity it is to have such friends, such a shame if they distanced themselves from you.
°But this feeling isn't right, he isn't calm.
He was handling it well.. why did that happen? Why would anyone have the need to experience this? Why would you want to be hurt, by those that you love?
Why..

''★MUICHIRO, I'M GOING OUT!1!1!1★''
-Yuichiro yelled

''★OK, HAVE FUN..!★''
-Muichiro answered with a worried tone

~'•The door would close•'~

''★Why the hell can't you just understand? You act all cocky because you're older, but that doesn't mean that I'll tolerate your behavior Genya!★''
-Muichiro scoffed.

''★can you SHUT THE FUCK UP?★''
-Genya yelled
''★IT'S NOT LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO GATEKEEP? WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU SON OF A BITCH★''

Muichiro always knew that Genya had some problems with his anger issues' management, though he never expected him to be so cursive, This was just the start of the day..
Boy what happened..
The sweet Genya that he knew suddenly faded, so close but so distant.

''★DON'T FUCKING CALL MY FATHER THAT!★'' Muichiro quickly got up and pointed his finger at Genya
''★OR WHAT?★''

''★OR...

or...

Or?

OR?

Or what Muichiro?
You can't even hurt who you love, why back up all of a sudden?
YOU'RE WORTHLESS.
He has never had interest in you.
Should've realized it sooner.

You didn't deserve that.
Who knew though, he couldn't have known what happened?
But still, he over exaggerated.
What's his problem?

My vision is blurry.
Not from fainting..
No wait, i might actually black out,
Why is my hand and arm bleeding?

This is happening too fast
I can't proceed what's happening
It's.. not.. him..
IT isn't.. I'm positive
it isn't Genya

MY Genya wouldn't do such things
MY Genya wouldn't harm me
MY GENYA wouldn't yell at me
MY GENYA WOULDN'T make me cry
MY GENYA, MY DEAR GENYA WOULDN'T!
HE SIMPLY WOULDN'T,

THIS is.. a dream..?
this ain't real life,
It's probably just a nightmare.
It.. probably is..
Probably mh...
I'm not..