Sweet Notes

Chapter 15: Stuck on The Sensation

Warning: sexual content

A little bit before Cassandra arrived

Nadia

I stared at the ceiling.

I just stared at it. Ever since 1am, I came home refreshed yet flustered. I was...a bit conflicted by everything that happened. Was it wrong to feel so good after such a risky stunt like that?

The silence in my bedroom, with the exception of Jewel snoring softly in her bed, was awfully loud.

So loud that I could hear my own thoughts

My own moans.

I couldn't even believe I let that happen to me. In my own dressing room. At work, as a matter of fact. Was I that hung up on confronting my pen pal? Was I that caught up on knowing who this man was?

I guessed so.

I allowed him to eat me out and finger me into overstimulation.

My hands cover my face for the millionth time as flustered growls escaped my mouth.

God, I'm a fucking idiot. A desperate, fucking idiot.

Out of my thoughts, I hear a soft ping by my nightstand. I lift my head up and sees the light on my phone flash before it went dark again. I grab it and see that it was a text from Cassandra.

Cass💘: Bestieeee

Cass💘: Can I come over?

I shoot her a text back. Agreeing to let her come over. I haven't had her sleep over here I n a while. Plus, having some company sounded great right now. I figured it would also help me get my mind off of Giovanni.

Giovanni. I kept thinking about his name over and over again. He's been hiding his identity all this time and it seemed to me that he wanted to keep it that way. From the hesitation before claiming writing was better, I could tell that his job illegal as to why he didn't want to talk over text messages or phone calls. But why would he allow me to know his name? And not only that, but I saw his face. Yes, I'm sure that there were plenty of men named Giovanni in this city. 

But why let me see him?

Just then, I heard my phone ping again. Cassandra had shot me another text telling me she was here. I slowly get up, groaning as I do so. The walk to the door felt long. And as soon as I open it, Cassandra tackles me into a bear hug. "Bestieee~", she cooed happily. Cassandra pulls back and looks at me. Then her faces scrunched up in a grimace expression as she gives me a once over look. "Damn, you look like shit."

I cock my head over and give Cassandra a 'really, bitch?' look. But all I could do was just sigh instead of banter with her. "Yeah, I know. I'm surprised you're so chipper right now. You took the night shift."

After I close the door, the two of us walk further into the luxury home. Jewel can be heard running as she comes out of my loft and down the steps. "My babyyy", Cassandra squealed before picking the Jewel up and littering her face in kisses.  After that, Cassandra was quick to get back on the topic. "So what happened at work", Cassandra asks.

"Well, much better than last week."

"Oh! Well, that's good! Then why the hell do you seem so drained? You usually aren't like this after work."

"Mmm, it just wasn't as fun tonight like it usually is. I guess I'm still trying to shake off my drowsiness from my short vacation."

I couldn't out right say, 'oh you know. Just meeting my pen pal, who turns out to be a stalker of mine, and let him finger fuck me'. How the hell would anyone believe that part?