Tera and Sébastien are sitting across each other in their room, it's a rainy day today like it was yesterday. They both remain silent as they looked into nothingness
"You know, you were the first to say I love you to me. It was beautiful...I mean the feeling of knowing you are loved" Tera folds her legs as she confessed to Sébastien
"Well, we both are hurting each other. In a way that we don't even realize it until the damage is done" Teras eyes tear up as Sébastien words seep in her heart, it's true. They are two broken people breaking each other more
"You are right" Tera looks up at him "one of us is going to kill the other" she adds
"Love is the biggest back stabbing piece if shit" Sébastien takes a deep breath before continuing "I mean I was born from love but yet again I'm the one that tore my parents apart" Sébastien eyes turn red as he trys to hold back his tears and not look weak
"We have something in common the only difference is I wasn't born from love but I was born from a couple that forgot to use a condom...I was basically a mistake" a tear escapes from her eyes emphasizing the strong feeling of pain and misunderstanding
"Yh well, the world doesn't want us together Tera. It thinks people like us don't deserve happiness"
"Maybe we don't. Maybe we don't belong in this world...even if we die or disappear who gives a shit...nobody would notice" the two were killing each other painful slowly, with a smile on their faces that's so fake and they use their hearts as knives that cut deep
"All I have ever seen is gray, it's the only color I see. I spill blood thinking the red will be visible but no...you brought one color, only one. Black, it's a combination of gray and black" Sébastien walks closer to Tera and sits right in front of her and caresses her cheek
"I'm sorry, maybe l am not made for you and maybe you made a mistake by choosing me" she looks in his eyes and all she sees is love and pain all for her
"I didn't. The only mistake I made was to try to build you to my image" he looks at floor taking a deep breath "but you are already perfect. I thought I wanted you to be like me, a cold blooded monster but in the process I forgot to consider your feelings...I don't even blame you for kissing Steve"
"That was stupid, I love you more than anyone and anything...I'm your Raven" she trys to swallow the lump in her throat as the thought of losing him comes back
"Well I haven't been the best boyfriend. And I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to leave me, but I won't let you...I'm to selfish"
"Tell me a lie, any lie" she needed it. They both did
"I don't love you, and I want to live without you" Tera broke down to tears, not because of what Sébastien said but because of wrong it is and how unfair it is. Sébastien pulls her to his arms whispering comforting words to her, hoping that their true
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Mystery / Thriller"I will break her, shatter her, ruin her and rebuild her in my image" What happens when a teacher falls for a student? But the teacher isn't who he says he is Tera a 19 year old student in university of art and music, she is going through depression...
