yes this is a quater-toxic relationship but still wholesome and a lot of smut °-°
Rody had been caught taking Vince's Freezer key but says something that back fires on him.
Will he ever find out what happened to Manon?
(PLEASE REMEMBER THIS IS NOT C...
(hey I wanted to say this before we start the chapter. Thank you for waiting. Things have been rough but thank you so much for waiting. Secondly, Rodys paranoia is based on how bad my paranoia gets sometimes to where I sometimes see things that aren't there. It's just a little more exaggerated. I hope that clears some things up.)
VINCES POV
I walked back to the room waving bye to my mom for the night. It was a good night I would say odd but I'm hoping to try talking to my dad more often. but I felt more worried about my Rody. Then I saw blood leading to our room.
I slowly opened the room door to find it a mess and showered in darkness. broken glass was everywhere. It was like something had gotten in and destroyed the room.
"What the fuck..." I walked in and looked around. This was wrong, this was so wrong.
I felt someone grab me and slam me into the wall. I screamed out in pain, my back hitting a candle holder. I looked up to see my attacker and... my heart dropped
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"Rody...."
I turned on the lights only to find them broken. He grabbed me and pinned me to the ground. I struggled against my lover's grip as he started choking me. I reached for a wine bottle on the floor.
"I-I'm sorry my Love..." I muttered. He was too strong and I couldn't push him off. I slammed the bottle onto his head then I did it again this time breaking it. He fell limp.
I felt like sobbing. I love him. I had to hurt him. He was gonna kill me but I hated hurting him... I tied him up and held him close.
"My love are you there..." I moved his hair off his face. What the hell happened... I held him by his waist hugging him. I stayed with him until he woke up again.
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"Love... are you alright..." I tried getting close not rushing to touch him but slowly getting close to not make him panic.
"Vince..." he looked miserable. I untied him and held him close.
"What happened... Why did you attack me" Rody started shaking, trying his best not to cry.
"Was it your paranoia again?" I asked if this happened a month ago after he said he saw Manon again. I'm worried for him. I don't like seeing him in such pain. I love him it's gotten worse when we tried getting him another prescription. Then he fell into my arm sobbing his eyes out.
"I killed something Vince... I KILLED SOMEONE..." my eyes widened. I held him in my arms trying to comfort him.
"My love..." I took him into bed, placing his body in the bed. I then placed my hand on his chest as he cried and kissed him.
"My love it's going to be ok" He doesn't like hurting others. I know this. I know how bad his paranoia gets and I refuse to leave him no matter how bad or how broken he gets I will never leave him. I ruined him in the first place. I should help him get back together. I'm sorry for my love. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I love you. I love you so much.
"You don't deserve anything I've done to hurt you..." I held his hand as he cried throughout the night.
"Vince I'm sorry I-"
"Rody it's ok..." I let him sob in my chest. It broke my heart to see him like this. I played with his hair as he fell asleep. I kissed his forehead and moved out of bed and left the room. I slowly made my way to the edge of the ship trying to find the scene of the crime.
When I found it I could tell he didn't do a good job of cleaning it. I took a bucket and threw water onto the bloody floor then I got down and scrubbed it clean.
-with Rody-
A memory was playing in my mind. I knew this was a dream but it felt different this time.. I was laying with Vince in bed, both of us undressed and tired out just like the night we had together but this time I was still awake. I put some clothes on then turned to Vince.
"Vince, are you awake?" I turned to him. He was sound asleep. His breathing was the only thing that showed he was alive. It was the night of our first time together. I've had dreams like this and they always ended the same. I tried to sleep but I couldn't. Then I heard it like I've heard it before. The heavy breathing from the door.
"Vince please wake up!" I scream clutching onto his hand. I knew what was behind that door. But I didn't want to see it. Then I heard it open and I turned around and saw Manon...
Her dead body was freezer burned. fear striked me into my heart. I backed away as she walked closer.
"Manon i-"
"You coward..." she grabbed me and started strangling me.
"I'm sorry I didn't know you were in there..." I didn't fight back as the guilty just ran through me. It wasn't true I wasn't a coward but yet it felt like I was lying.
"You did this to me you coward THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT"
"MANON I'M SORRY I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT I KNOW. I KNOW IT IS. ARE RELATIONSHIPS WAS MY FAULT! I KNOW PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE THAT'S ALL I ASK PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM I KNOW PLEASE JUST LET ME GET BETTER PLEASE!" I screamed tears were flowing, the guilt was too much. I felt terrible for days. I hate myself so much. Why am I like this? Why am I such a screw up?
"You're as good as dead Rody after all it's what a Coward deserves" it's not real I know it's not but maybe I deserve it... I deserve it.
"I know I know I'm a Coward but please leave me alone. I want to get better but doing this doesn't help. Threatening me into fear and silence doesn't help. I just want to get better and I'm sorry I'm so sorry..." then a bright light filled the room making everything disappear.
I was left in a black void with only a light in my view.
"Rody it's not your fault you didn't know" Manon appeared in front of me I fell into tears when I saw her.
"I was just panicked and scared. I didn't mean for it to go out that way I didn't.."
"It's ok, Rody I know. You were panicking but that doesn't make you a coward and some things just happened and their will be regrets and that's ok you will regret things some people won't leave you alone about these regrets but what's important is that you get better you learn and grow from from it instead of other using your past to hold you down" She kissed my check and hugged me.
"I'm proud of how far you've come Rody you've gotten better you healed and that's amazing that's more important than anything else people throw at you and it's ok to fall down but you gotta pick yourself back up and if you can't then take a minute until your ready" I started crying and I hugged Manon tightly as she disappeared into light from my arms.
I woke up in Vince's arms he was holding me tightly in his arms
"Rody I took care of it, it's going to be alright, ok you're safe, you're always going to be safe with me, you're not going to be hurt, or threatened for anything that has happened today, you're safe." I burst into tears and hugged Vince tightly and kissed him.
"don't let me go Vince Please"
(This chapter was heavily based on some nightmares I've been having recently and I know damn well someone need to have Manon and Vince's words said to them and I just to helps them I hope you guys enjoyed also I might end the story when the wedding happens but idk. Also how would you guys like to wedding to go? Who's wearing a dress? Or are we going with a white suits?)
