A dance of destiny

Chapter 59

It's been two weeks since the ruined confession and since then, no one sees them together or even talk to each other. they had the Niggers meeting after a few days after that incident and all of them become busy. Kanji is doing her best for the competition, she's not use to those kind of things(modeling) but since it doesn't include something like the model have to wear any Revealing clothes or anything that they're uncomfortable with.. she accept and Giro also let her do it. for Nova..he has been stuck with books and papers for he wants to win against the kid, Rui. Lanya is also doing her best, making sure that she did everything that is needed to be done every day. wanting to make sure that she can win. she knew that she's good with Kendo, but she doesn't want to underestimate Ravina cause she's not the kind of a person to do so. As for Uzui..he also seem to be as busy as everyone...yes he's good in playing instruments..but his 1st round will be against Kokushi who already won for so many times, not just in a school event but also in a international competitions and like hell Uzui would want to lose against him. And lastly the Basketball team, life isn't that easy as an athlete [lol, i know that to myself bruh-] especially because they're also a students who needs to do their best in their academics, but none of them are willing to go down and accept the word 'Defeated' no one is willing to lose. who would want that when you knew that one of your friends is going away when your lose? right?. as for Makomo..She's now part of the cheerleading group which is also going to participate with the event...

at first Ravina always try to make Nova lose his focus on studying but she gave up knowing that she also needs to train/ practice. She definitely don't want to lose, especially against who stole her dream life(at least that's how she thinks about it) When She announced that her relationship with Nova is now official, many are disappointed for they are part of team "NovaXLan" but many also said that it's better that way(but you should already be aware that some of those are just force by Ravina) others said that they don't care but inside..they are also affected, why? because Lanya is a very good person, they knew that she deserve Nova...but what can they do when it's already how it is?

as days move forward. no one talk, everybody is too busy to think about something else. they said "even if it's just a game, i can't afford to lose..everyone is doing their best in training and practicing and it will be so unfair if i don't do my best" but for Lanya..she don't actually care if her school wins or not, what she want is just to warn Ravina not to hurt Nova or make him suffer...she thinks that by winning against Ravina is the only option she have to make her promise. so for her... Her fight is only the serious one.. "Game or not..my fight with her shall make things right. And after that..I'll take my leave"

She really love him so much. that she accept his said decision to be with Ravina thinking that he is happy that way even though she feel so hurt that she would like to cry. but no she won't "pull yourself together because crying is not an option.." that's what she kept telling herself every time she wants to break down, every time she's starting to feel like she's about to explode like a volcano for being so hurt.

"if you're starting to think about giving up.. then think about why did you start!" those words are the words that came from the young boy, Tanjiro... he didn't tell that to Lanya, but to Lyra. Lyra also said that to Lanya the time she saw her sister broke down for the first time. the time when she broke up with Nova..

"Lan, i know you have you have a reason for coming back here and meeting him again, it seems like you'll need his words too. Lan.. Tanjiro told me that when i'm starting on giving up... then i should think about why did i started... i hope that will also help you, with your problem..." "Why did i came back?... Stupid reason but...i love him...and it seems that i can't
forget about him..."