TS Song Storys

I almost do

I miss you. I always think about you. I could cry everytime I think about you, but then I'd have a huge problem with my Water balance.
Right now I'm sitting in my room, reading a book. But I can't concentrate on the words that I'm reading, because my thoughts are with you. Are you sitting in your chair by the window, looking over the city right now? You've always been a night owl.
I want to call you so badly right now but I'm holding myself back. Every time you texted me, I couldn't text back, even though my heart was racing faster than a rollercoaster. I could slap myself because I can't talk to you. But I just can't risk another goodbye...
Maybe it's better. That's what my mom used to say when I told her that I miss you, that I dream off you. You're the one holding me in daydreams and the one saving me in nightmares. I sigh and put the book away. I just wished that you were here. I could say how sorry I am...

It's a slight knock in my door. It's loud enough so I can hear it. I get up and slowly walk downstairs. Its so late, who would be at my door so late? I'm almost scared while opening, just to see your face. I'm so shocked and surprised, that I'm not saying a word. "Hey", is what you say and it's shocking to hear your voice again. So soft, so... No, I have to stop! "Hey", I say, my voice a bit trembling. You smile.

I wake up, the sun tickles my nose. This was just a dream?? I sigh. I just want to see you again, hear your voice. What if I just show up and... No, I can't. I can't make the first step. And everytime I don't....
I almost do