I will destroy this novel (wmmap)

Villains aren't born, they're made

"Sometimes kindness is enough"

That what people thinks after making a mistake that caused a lot of suffering and harming.

They don't know that broken hearts can't be heald easily especially if their souls got deep in despair.

People who fell in despair without getting helped by other people, might get violent, live as doll or kill their selves.

I as well fell in despair because of my parents and everyone around me.My Father and Mother fell in love with eachother,they got married and brought me to this world but mother ran away after giving birth to me, my father who was disappointed with how she left him started to drink alcohol and neglected me.

My nanny was taking care of me, she used to tell about my mom who had left us and how they loved each other.

However, there was something I couldn't understand, why did mom left us?

There was no answer at that time.

When I was at age five father began to beat me every night with no mercy, he did always take out his anger and resentment on me.

I remember I didn't wish for the night to come at all, because what was waiting for me was nothing but suffering.

I knew dad was lonely and sad but I as well was left behind just like him it was unfair for him to treat me in such a way.

Day by day, month by month and year by year I started to lose my sanity. I felt broken, I felt despair, I didn't have the light of hope anymore.

And what made my life more miserable was reuniting with my run away mother. I met her when I was fifteen years old, she was having a date with a man that I never knew.

I knew her because I saw her pictures in my father office. She looked very beautiful and kind.

My mother was happy when I met her, she was careless about her surrounding and she seemed as if she had forgotten about me,her daughter.

I wasn't sure about that but I wanted at least confront her.

"Mom." I mumbled lowly but that was enough to make her turn her face.
I thought she would apologize, beg for forgiveness and cry but what she gave me a disgusted look as if she saw a fly in front of her.

"Do you want?" Her voice was harsh and deep, she was glaring as if I was wasting her precious time.

At that moment I knew that I wasn't welcome by my parents. It hurted me, I felt as if I got stabbed by a knife in my chest.

I bit my lower lip,clenshed my fists then apologized. "I'm sorry, I think I've wronged you with someone." When I apologized, she again faced her boyfriend and never looked back at me.
She ignored me, she didn't care about me as if I wasn't existing.

I realized how I meant nothing to my parents, there was no way for me to be happy with them.

"I'm not welcome by anyone, even my parents don't want me in their lives. It's hurt so hard, I... I..... I feel miserable."