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EPILOGUE~1 (Part-1)

Date: February 14th

Time: 11:53 p.m

Dear Dr. Saahab,

Since only seven minutes are to go, so lemme begin by wishing you a very Happy Valentine’s Day, Dr Saahab.

I admire you so much. You have a beautiful soul, a golden heart and a brilliant mind. I feel so fortunate to be the person who got to marry you twice.

Thanks for making my life blissful with your sheer existence.

I love you so so so so so much...

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

You are my blue skies when clouds are grey. You are the one I can talk to when I have nothing to say. You are my whole heart. Thank you for loving me the way you do.

I wish I could give you the world for Valentine’s Day but that’s not technically possible you see.

So will you settle for my heart?

I’m missing you badly on this lovely day. It sucks that we can’t spend the days together. Even though we’re miles apart, my heart is warmed by all the lovely memories we’ve created over the years. We would complete 4 years on this March 1st.

And now I’ve made up my mind to give this letter to you on our anniversary day, the day when you’re supposedly returning. And I guess, I’m ready to give you the best gift this time. Well, I’m not sure of how you’ll react.

I don’t know what to write specifically. It’s just that I want to write, write for you this way.

After 3 years.

Texting is ok but this is something... What should I say?

My previous letter paved a way for us to recommit. It had brought a transformation. It had brought us closer.

So I want my this letter too to do something similar. Make us recommit. Bring a transformation. Bring us closer than ever for a bigger, meaningful purpose.

I’m currently missing you a lot. And the fact that I can’t make a call to you is disgusting my senses. We couldn’t talk to each other today. I know it’s not new and I shouldn’t be complaining since you called me thrice today noon but unfortunately I couldn’t answer anytime.

Sorry!

Filling in the day to day responsibilities is tough. Quite tough. Balancing professional and personal life is even tougher. I believe I can completely agree on it now.

It’s been almost 3 years since I started working and I’m still unable to fine-tune with everything. Surging weight of both personal and professional commitments is overburdening at times.

I know you would laugh or even mock at me now and perhaps even call me silly or a whiner.

But I’m not whining, Shaurya. It’s very challenging you know when I know that I’m making constant efforts to satisfy everyone around me. However, still failing in everything I do. Unvoiced complains and inevitable loop of arguments are actually taxing. On individual level, behaviours are valid but on looking from each other’s lenses, it’s just not valid.

Weird, right?

Oh God!

Look how silly I’m.

Despite not wanting to, I again made you stand on the receiving end of my insufficiency to handle life and responsibilities.

Anyways, no worries, I... No, we all would find a way to resolve all these unintended fusses just like always. Since at the end of the day, we are a family and we all sustain on each other’s support, care and regard.