The Betrayal Chronicals.

03✨️

"How is everything going?" Eva asked Nina as they sat in a cafe.

"He is very nice to me, like I had said, he really does love me." Ria replied with guilt as she sipped the coffee.

"And how do you feel about it?" She asked.

"Suffocated, earlier Taehyung never noticed my distant behaviour in romance but nowadays he keeps asking me if something is bothering me about us or if he is doing something unintentionally. He wants me to discuss it with him. I try to reply to his love too but he somehow can notice that it's not coming out in real." Ria explained.

"Then what have you decided? Are you going to tell him everything?" Eva asked.

"No, not after all this. I have lost my chance to do that." Ria sighed and lookef at Eva."I will have a kid, that way he will get distracted from us and may not notice me being distant to him that much."

"It's strange, Ria. As you describe your husband, he is a perfect man, how are you still not feeling anything for him when he is so expressive and wouldn't miss a chance to make you feel butterflies?" Eva asked surpised."I fell in love with my low effort boyfriend after all."

"That's the problem, he is too perfect, his deep care kind of suffocates me. Too much love is not easy to handle. I can't give that back to him in return, because if I could love him, I would have way before. I tried everything but seems like my heart wants something else. Taehyung was better off as a friend." Ria held her hair.

"You are too complicated, Ria. You are planning to have a kid with him, do you realize how more difficult you are making it for yourself? What if one day you just can't keep up with everything and just want to leave him, how will you do it?"

"I don't know, I just know one thing that I can't confront him, I will stay with him and keep trying to feel something for him because after all this long period I can't leave him." Ria told her.

"Ria you can't remain all your life without loving someone. What if one day you fall in love with another man? Taehyung will get hurt then too, then why not now?" Eva asked.

"We will see that once the situation arises and I hope that never happens. It will only get complicated for me." Ria said.

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She came back home and flinched when Taehyung hugged her from behind and kissed her cheek before picking her up in his arms.

"What are you doing?" She asked looking around the room decorated with candles and rose petals.

"You said you want us to plan a child, and you are ovulating right now, I saw your period calender so I finished my work early to come back home and give my wife what she wants." He put her on the bed as he put his arms on either side of her head, not crushing her beneath him."Had to set a mood for you, I want this period of baby making to be remembered so I will do something nice each time to surpise you." He smiled caressing her cheek."You liked it?" He asked.

"It's looking nice." She passed him a smile and closed her eyes when he kissed her, trailing down her neck.

She wasn't in the mood so she let him handle her, she just wanted to get over this, it wasn't like Taehyung wasn't good in bed or she didn't enjoy having sex with him but today she felt nervous.

Was she making the right decision? What if what Eva said came true? Will she have the courage to leave him after a child? Or was she going to live all her life in suffocation?

"Ria? Your body is stiff, you don't want it?" Taehyung stopped taking off her clothes and asked caressing her arms."Maybe you are not in the mood. Shall I stop?"

"No, it's the AC. I am fine." She lied and he turned the AC off.

"Relax, losen yourself. Just look at me and feel what I am doing to you."

He put a pillow under her head and stomach. She gulped and nodded before loosening up herself.

She held his arm as he fingered her and kissed her around, he was really good at foreplay. It was as if his way of showing how much he loved her and her body. Showing how he cared more about her pleasure and treated her like a glass doll.

"Oh shit." He groaned plunging his cock inside her.

"What?" She whispered.

"It's my first time having you raw, it feels different and so nice." He kissed her and bucked his hips, the pillow made it an even more nice experience."I love how your body looks behind the covers and how it reacts to my touch." He said hugging her."Oh gosh I love you so much, it's not close to enough what you think it actually is. I wish I could show you all of it."

What more did he want to show her? More love? How much more? How he was loving her now was already too much to take for her.

He always wore condoms before, he didn't want to give her an unwanted pregnancy.

Ria panted once Taehyung shot his seeds inside her and pulled out. He kissed her head covering themselves with the blanket as he caressed her hair as she lied in his arms.

"This is the best feeling, to have you in my arms, with me, to realize you are not an imagination but my beautiful reality." Taehyung smiled grazing his finger on her cheek."Do you want me to give you a warm shower or do something else?" He asked and she shook her head.

"I am alright."

"I am very excited for you to conceive. I always wanted to experience the pregnancy with you and watch you be the mother of my kids and love them. They will be a part of you, I am already in love with their phantom but I will always love you more." He said tucking her hair behind.

She closed her eyes and pretended to fall asleep. He looked at her face and realized she was sleeping, he pulled her closer and shut off the lamps letting her sleep in the same position even when his arm and back fell numb, the bliss of hugging her was good enough to suffer like this.

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Taehyung held his head, he sipped his wine sitting in his small bar section of the house, he was stressed and sad, he lost a really important case today, the defendant had shown forged evidence to the court.

"Taehyung." Ria came out looking at her phone and he looked at her with a smile pretending nothing happened today.

He would pretend to be happy with her even during these stressful times. He didn't want to stress her out too because he loved her alot.

"What happened?" He asked holding her hand and pulling her on his lap.

"There is some problem in my phone. It keeps hanging." She told him doing something in her phone.

"We will get a new one for you then." He said hugging her as he inhaled her scent.

She was the only good part of his day and life, the best one he wanted to drown in.

"But you gifted it to me a few months back and it was expensive." She told him.

"Ssh, I don't worry about money when it comes to you. Who will I spent it on if not on you?" He told her kissing her shoulder.

"Nina is dating someone. She is bringing her boyfriend home this weekend. We are going." She told him and he hummed closing his eyes snuggling to her. Nina was Ria's sister.

"Okay, we will go." He replied in his sleep.

"Are you drowsy?" She asked.

"I am fine, just stay like this for some time." He told her and she didn't ask further since he didn't want to tell her about it."I love you."

"I love you too." She easily lied but he smiled.

"I know you don't express it much to me, and it's fine. You can love me in secret, I like that more. Your shy love." He thought she loved him, or else why would she marry him? Stay with him?

"Hmm." Ria said hugging him back.