Days went by. The lads and the girls were gonna take me to the mall today. They wanted to clear my head. “Here’s the latest trend. It’s totally cute” Eleanor said. Oh, was Eleanor talking? I thought. I didn’t even hear her talking because I saw a couple sitting outside on a bench. I thought of me and Harry and how in love we’d be sitting on that bench in the mall. “Angelica. Hello, Angelica.” Eleanor said trying to get my attention. She neared her eyes to the couple sitting on the bench. She smiled. “You need to get Harry out of your head”, she told me. But again, I wasn’t listening. The rest of the girls came and saw the couple sitting on the bench too. When the couple caught my gaze, they smiled. “Do you ever feel like you’ve made a big mistake?” I asked the girls. “Like you feel bad about something”, I continued. They all shook their heads. “No, you don’t feel like you’ve made a big mistake. You’re making the right decision by not talking to him”, Perrie said. Tears flew out of my eyes. “God, what have I done?” I asked. Demi came over and patted my back. “You’re doing the right thing. If Harry wants to be with Abigail, let him. You don’t need him in your life”, she said. But the tears continued to flow from my eyes. “I have to go find him. I need to resolve this”, I said. And I ran away from the girls.
Danielle caught up with me. “Angelica Gomez, get your ass over here”, she said. But I didn’t listen to her. I just kept on running. Once she got close to me, she pulled my hoodie, almost choking me. “You’re gonna be alright”, she said. I hugged her and cried into her shoulder. “No. I want him so bad. I miss him”, I said. The lads and the other girls came close to us. “I need him. I feel so bad for letting him out of my life”, I said. I heard a familiar voice then. “Maybe it was the best thing for us”, I heard Harry say. I quickly turned around to find him standing behind me. “Maybe, I messed up badly this time. I’m so sorry. But me and Abigail... It wasn’t what it sounded like”, he said. I let go of Danielle and I approached him, tears still in my eyes. I hugged him tightly. “Please, Harry. Don’t leave me” I said. But he shook his head. “I made a promise to you. But I let that go. I hurt you. You don’t need me anymore”, and he walked away. I ran after him into the mall. Pushing people and shoving them in every way. Just to find my one and only!
