HER DIARY (One shot)

TWO

Dear Diary,

So, today Bailey saw me looking at him. He smiled at me softly but, knowing myself, I stumbled away. I can never forget about that glare he gave to Amanda before he smiled. He noticed me, thanks to Amanda's bullying, he noticed me. Is it pathetic that I like someone who can never like me? I guess so. (Insert rolling eyes here) I'm so lame. Even if he hates Amanda's bullying, he would choose her over me. I'm SO out of his league. Should I try and be better? HA! Absolutely not, I won't change for a guy. I'm just getting a lot more bullying for trying. The lunch lady gave me extra food for being bullied, at least she's being nice to me. She'd been the only person nice to me. Joshua also noticed me because of Kristine, she's my partner in my French class. She is nice and she understands me, I only spoke like, five words in a sentence each time she asks me something. Then she complimented the drawing I was doing when we were done with our project. I was so awkward.

-Mad