HER DIARY (One shot)

TEN

Dear diary,

Okay. Um. It's been a while. It's October four now. Last time I've updated you was erm, July nine. Hum. Okay so, It got worse. I started cutting. Just a bit though. Uh, so I've been wearing long sleeves more often. Kristine noticed but I didn't say anything. Um, my mom saw the blade in bathroom. I freaking forgot to keep it! She kept asking me but I told her that it was not important. She didn't push further but she told me that if I ever need her, I'd go. Amanda didn't stop at my dad's death. She started verbally abusing me, her frogs were physically abusing me. I can't take it, you know? I feel more comfortable NOW when I cut. That didn't stop me from going to school but after today? I can't. Kendra, one of Amanda's frogs, she saw my scars in the girls toilet room. Now everyone knows and they laugh at me. I haven't seen Bailey everywhere since Amanda said anything about my dad. I have to go now, maybe, for the last time? Who knows how if I'm going to survive. See me at the famous bridge where EVERYONE did their suicide.

-Mad