Guide book of being a teen

the other side of me

-8:45pm-
The dress my mom gave me was gold and the length went to my knees and it was tight, like those party dresses. I was so excited. My mom did my make up, and I put my hair in a bun.

"Thanks mom for doing this" I said happily
"Anytime" my mom said
-9:00pm-
Hair and makeup was finished
"OK time to go honey, get inside the car I'll drive you." Mom said
"Ok how am I gonna get back home, you are gonna be sleeping!" I said worried
"Don't worry about me, just go tell Jackie to let her parents drop you back home, I hope she won't mind." Mom said
"Yeah, good idea"

My thoughts: is the party gonna break my shy shell or make it worse?!? I wanna be me but at the same time I wanna have fun once in awhile and break loose, and before if I told my mom I wanted to go to a party she will straight up say NO!! But now she is just acting weird, does she think I need help that's why she is letting me do what I want now. I'm not crazy and I'm not mental well I think that's what my mom thinks.

I arrive to the party, Bye sweetie" my mom whispered
"Bye bye, see u tomorrow morning" I whispered
My mom drove off waving and I waved back

I walked towards the party
"JOY!!! JOYY!!! U MADE IT" Jackie yelled as she was running towards me
"And u look amazing!!"
"Yep and you look amazing too!!! I made it lets go inside" I said calmly

When we went in there were flashing lights and drunk teens, people having a great time. And people dancing

Me and Jackie went to go dance for a while and this cute guy with a leathersman jacket came he had blue eyes and curly handsome hair with dimples.

"Hey, my name is Jason, I have seen you around school and you are hot do you wanna go have some drinks"

I turned over to Jackie
"Can I Jackie?" I said very excited
"Go get him tiger!!" Jackie says

I turn over to Jason
"Sure" I said

---we kept on flirting and drinking, this is the most amazing feeling I ever had----
He was so nice then I got so drunk and it went a little too far--- okay not that far but u get the point, it felt so good.

Before the flash of my eyes I had to go home, Jackie took me home. Jackie said I had too much I had to go home, I was mad but I know she is right I had to go home before anything bad happened

When I arrived home I threw up and fainted
--- I'm so scared what will my mom do--
---will she trust me---