Guide book of being a teen

why me!!

---In lunch---
"You are so cool joy" someone said
"Yeah, everytime we have a party, you are the first one we are gonna invite" another person said
"(Cough)" Brittney said getting the attention back to her

"This is awkward" Jackie said
--lunch was over---
I walked out the cafeteria waving bye to Jackie, she waved back.
By the time I turned around I saw Jason grabbing my arm

"I'm not finished with your body yet" Jason whispered
"Let go of me!!!" I said nervously

I tried to signal people saying I need help, they just thought I was saying bye to them, and they thought me and Jason were walking together to class because he was holding my head, but he was actually grabbing and pulling my hand. People are so stupid I swear.

"We are gonna skip 4th period and go to the boys bathroom" he whispered

I tried to punch and kick him but we was too strong for me
What have I gotten myself into.
--the bell rang--

And he shoved me into the boy's bathroom. It looked dull and small
He checked if anybody was in there, no sign of any body
He pulled my pants down and raped me
I couldn't do anything, he had his weight against me. The more I force him to get off of me, the more he gets angry.
He touched me, when I mean he touched me I mean EVERYWHERE!!
He thought I liked him riding my body, I hated every single moment of it.

---door creeked--

Yaay someone is coming in, omg its the janitor!! I screamed on top of lungs so I can get his attention

"Aaaaaaaaaaahhh help me.... Please.... Help me" I screamed
"Wtf are u doing, shut your ulgy ass mouth" whispered Jason

The janitor walked in and he was in awe. He quickly took his walki-talki and called the principle.
I was relieved that the janitor came in the worse place you can ever think of.
The janitor used all if his weight to get Jason of me, then finally I was free.

Jason and the janitor started to fight
"I am so disappointed in you son, why are you doing these things to girls, leave this Innocent girl alone" the janitor said
"Don't tell me what's right father, look at you now you are janitor!!" Jasoon yelled

My thoughts: wtf!!!! The janitor is Jason's father?!?, you have to be kidding me right!! This time my mom is gonna be devastated. I'm am so emotionally and physically bruised. I cant Believe Jason has raped more than 3 girls!!

--2 minutes later--
The principal came furious and expelled Jason
And the principal sent me home and said I should come back to school in 5 days so I can settle down. I wouldn't blame the principal I would be furious too but right now I'm feeling mad, sad, angry, confused, frustrated, worried.

"Come with me to my office , so you can call your mom, so she can pick you" the principal said
"Okay"
I took the phone and I called my mom
....dialing....
"Hello?" my mom said
"Hello mom its joy can u pick me up from school and take Me home" I asked
"Why? Is everything okay?" My mom asked being worried
"No, I sort of kinda got raped" I said scared

"Wtf!! How could you, if you respected your body more u wouldn't be RAPED!!! ugh I'll pick you up in 10 minutes." My mom said furiously

I started crying even people who were transitioning from class to class heard me
"Shut up I'll be on my way" my mom said furious

My thoughts: I am just a disappointed, I never meant to hurt my mom in this way, and I do respect my body very very much, I was forced to have sex, that's why its called rape!!

--my mom picked me up--
--No we are home--
My mom's face was a huge frown
"I'm really sorr-"
"I don't want to hear it" mom said angrily
"I should have not let you go to the party" mom said crying
"I'm not mad I know it's not your fault, it's my fault" mom continued crying

"Mom, I am deeply sorry, its my fault because I drank too much I knew that I pushed the limit" I said crying

We hugged each other and our tensions were dissolved.

3:00am---
I sat on my bed and went on Twitter
I checked on Brittney's page (just for fun, I'm not a creep)
Of course I knew this would happen (cyberbully)
She posted: Joy was caught having an affair with Jason in the Boy's bathroom at 4th period. And she she loved it.