Yours Truly

Letter 11

Dear Styles,
You finally texted me back saying that you couldn't reply sooner because of some internet connection problems, but that's certainly alright because at least I know that you are fine. I asked how you were, you replied with great, and in the moment when you wrote "and u?" My heart fluttered I don't even know why. Just the thought of you caring about me makes stars shine a bit brighter. How can a person affect me so much? I guess the universe will never know. How can I explain to you that I miss you and that each moment I'm thinking of you wether it be day or night, your name remain engraved in my every thought. I wonder why I even write these letters to you when I know you'll never read them, maybe it's because I'm just too afraid to say what I feel, maybe because I feel like I'll come off as needy and clingy but that is not who I am. Nobody makes me feel this way baby and I think I'm gonna lose my mind. When I saw you I can say that I was attracted to you but when I got to know you I fell in love with your perfect imperfections. What you are is what I always wanted and yet I still cannot let myself express this. Why do I keep these feelings inside of me, tell me Styles why, maybe I'm shy, insecure or maybe I'm afraid of rejection. I'll never know but what I know is that your eyes hold the stars and the day you tell me you love me is the day I'll know the universe loves me too. I love you Styles, I love you with everything in me.

Yours Truly,
Savannah