Yours Truly

Letter 5

Dear Styles,
I finally got to leave the hospital today, I went home to my mother but the people living there said that my family was gone, that they had left. How could they leave me without looking back. I'm going to work today, I really want to see you Styles. I wonder what your first name is. I really want to repay you for the note and balloons but I don't know how to so I just left a box of chocolates at your desk with a thanks. You have become my drug in theses past few days, I suffer with dreams of you all through the night, I sometimes imagine what it would be like if you were mine. Your friend Nick, was talking to me today, I said I liked hot chocolate and he said you did too. Maybe we can drink hot chocolate together someday.

I saw you writing in a leather book today. Do you also keep a journal too? What do you write about? While writing you glanced up at me and smiled from across the room, I smiled back and looked away. Do you realise
what your smile does to me?

You walked up to me and asked me how my day was going. I told you alright. You replied with I'm glad. I didn't know you were British until you spoke today. I love how raspy your voice is when you speak sending chills down my spine. I love how you speak with your hands when you can't quite express in words. You looked beautiful today with your hair in a quiff. This small conversation you had with me today I'll remember forever. If forever is longer then a year. That's how much time I have.

Today I was watering the roses in my balcony. I love roses, the velvet texture, the sweet yet strong scent. I hope you love roses too. I was reading a book tonight something I haven't done in a while and I thought of you. Each word in the book reminded me of you. Tell me Styles what reminds you of me?

Yours truly,
Savannah