so be it

love wonders

tw: lgbtq+ (idk.. if ur like scared of that 😭), swearing, CRINGE.... have fun!!

"don't you know who i am?" eddie spits, looking into the eyes of richie. "yup. i just don't care" richie replies, snickering a bit. "you're a jerk, you know that?" he says, rolling his eyes. richie smirks, knowing that if he would repeat the comment he said before eddie would lose his shit. so he does. "yup. i just don't care". "i swear to god, im gonna take those words and shove them up your a—" eddie sneers, before getting interrupted by bill. "hey, h-hey. we dont u-u-use that kind of l-language around here" he remarks, walking over to the two. eddie gives bill the bird. "you two need to stop flirting, it's getting annoying" stan jokes, walking close behind bill. they both join richie and eddie and make a circle in the long grass that's blooming with flowers from the spring season. "we are not flirting, shut up" eddie insists. "oh eddie, you know that's not the truth" richie giggles. eddie's face turns bright red, in embarrassment, not love, at least not yet. bill and stan laugh. "hey, w-where's the others?" bill asks. "mike said he had to go help with the sheep, and bev and ben are probably sucking face somewhere" stan replies. "i'm so happy they got together, but i just wish that you two would date already" richie chimes, nodding his head toward stan and bill. they look at each other, and quickly glance away, their faces painted red. "c-cmon. don't be s-s-silly. we're n-not gay" bill stutters. "yeah, me and bill, we're just friends" stan adds. "alright, if you say so..." richie sings jokingly. "fuck" eddie mutters, with a tiny smirk on his face. "w-whats the matter eddie?" bill asks. "what?" eddie says. "you just said fuck" stan answers. "n-no i didn't" eddie lies. "cmon kid, we heard ya" richie replies. "oh shit" he says softly "nothing, i was just thinking... nevermind". "hey you can tell us" stan says. eddie starts breathing heavily, and he reaches for his fanny pack. he unzips it and fumbles around until he finds his inhaler. with sweaty palms he tries to take the cap off, but it doesn't work. eddie wipes of his hands and quickly uses the inhaler. "jeez what was that about?" richie asks, half concerned and half laughing. "nothing! just leave me alone" eddie snaps. "damn, just worried about you bae" he replies, smirking. "cant you just shut up for once?" eddie hisses. "your always talking smack and can never just leave someone alone, you always have to add shit to it". richie looks away, hurt, because he knows this is true. eddie glances at richie, regretting what he said, as he sees that richie took it to heart. "i-i'm sorry" he mumbles. "it's just... personal". "no it's alright. you're right though, i can never stop talking. i guess i ruin everything, don't i?" richie says. "no you don't r-r-ruin ev-every-everything" bill says, trying to reassure him. richie gives him a questionable look. "richie, you don't ruin anything" stan insists. richie sees that stan's just trying to help, but it doesn't work. "yeah, whatever" he mumbles. "omg omg omg, he's so hot, his lips" eddie thinks, biting his lip. "damn it! what the hell is wrong with me?". he zones out and starts questioning himself. "what the hell. maybe i'm bi? no, uh. shit. whatever, it's normal to think someone that's the same gender as you is hot right. yeah, yeah it is. why the-" eddie's train of thoughts gets cut off. "you good?" richie asks, waving his hand in front of eddie's face. "yeah i'm just... bored" he lies. "let's go to the quarry then" stan suggests. they all nod in agreement.