The Choice Bonjovi|| Engl.

Chapter XVII•Jon can't be with her

June couldn't believe that the relationship between Jon and Arianna was going so well, she couldn't even believe that that woman had made friends with everyone in the band and their family..

How was it possible that Arianna had made friends so quickly and it had only taken her two years to reach a certain sense of confidence...

Maybe that girl had a certain power known to her or maybe it was just her fear of seeing everything she had built over the years go away.
Yet Jon's girlfriend had made sure that she and I, the singer, became friends again..

But there was one thing that she just couldn't stomach, the fact that the man she was in love with was lost to another girl, but as much as she couldn't find peace, she had to admit that unfortunately it was she who had wanting all this..

Wasn't she the one who didn't tell Jon she was in love with him?
Hadn't she perhaps been the person who had avoided him for weeks, perhaps even months, without saying the real reason..
And wasn't she the one who wanted to find a replacement since she couldn't love Jon?

Here, precisely, replacement, that is, that person who still couldn't find because they were always compared to the original..
But he had to move on, Jon was no longer single, he was happy, he had seen it..

He was peaceful and saw him every day..
Was Arianna the right one?!

No, he didn't want to believe it, even though it was a real fact, he had no intention of overlooking this joyous moment..
He was happy, she wasn't..
June wasn't, but she wanted to be selfish and maybe take him away from Arianna..
But how ?!
She didn't know this yet...

Chanel had noticed a radical change in June, perhaps even too much, but not positively, but negatively...
She knew that something would happen and it would get worse, she knew or rather she felt that Jon had something to do with it, and she was always convinced and firm of the fact that she had to protect the new couple..

Even though June was his best friend, she didn't want to ruin what Jon was working hard to build, he had already suffered enough, and it was time for him not to suffer any further because of his best friend..

She had to stop her or at least talk to her, just to tell her to stop and not to ruin either the couple or the re-established friendship with Jon..
Or a catastrophe would have arisen, he knew that June was in love with Jon, but he also knew that this gave her no reason to dismantle the created balance..

She looked at June and was more and more convinced that a serious chat had to happen and that that moment had arrived.

She didn't know where he would start from, but he knew what he would say to her and even if they were harsh words to say, they would be absolutely true..

-June we can talk - Chanel told him almost harshly and at times sternly

She had never assumed this expression or position and not even Chanel knew she possessed it, but in that circumstance she could not do otherwise..

- You scare me so Chanel, what happened - said June as if at that moment she understood nothing of what she was talking about

- you tell me June..
What's going on?- Chanel asked after June stopped talking

- I'm not following you where you want to go - asked June

- where do I want to go, June?!
Do you really think I'm such an idiot?!
I know you June, I know you so much that I'm sure you are plotting something against Arianna and Jon and as it is true that my name is Chanel I won't make you do it..
Jon has already suffered enough, and you won't be the one to make him suffer any more..
Know this - said Chanel even more sternly

She didn't want to argue, but he just wanted to make her understand that Jon didn't deserve this treatment, that he didn't deserve to not be happy..

-I don't know what you're talking about,-June said

- June that's enough!
You're acting like a fifteen year old, because you can't see that Jon is happy, because you can't accept that he could love someone else..
I told you, remember?!
You wanted all this, you and your indifference, you and your rules..
You and only you and now you can't expect him to love you, because clearly he only sees you as a friend - said Chanel bringing her to reality

-He can't be with her, he can't,-said June

- June, I repeat, you created everything yourself, and now you watch her happiness and don't ruin what she created..
You can't be so selfish - said Richie's wife

- and if I really wanted to be - said the friend

- then you're wrong and a big one too..
Selfishness gets you nowhere except making others suffer, including you.
Jon is faithful because he loves, he loves that girl so much that he sees a future and Arianna also loves Jon in the same way that they plan to live together..- said Chanel

-It's all too fast-June said

- no it's called love June, Jon has finally found someone who appreciates him as a person and not as a celebrity - said Chanel

-He can't stay with her,- June said

- it's not you who decides his life..
He is old enough to choose who to love and who can be part of his life..
And you can't decide to make him suffer because you're just not with him..
This judgment does not belong to you, this power does not belong to you and if you love him try to be happy for him..
Instead of preparing an unfounded revenge that will only hurt..
Or do you think that if he suffers you can come into play as if nothing had happened - said Chanel

-I think so,-said June

- and no dear because I will then be the one to tell the truth and then you will see the real effect you will have - said Richie's wife

- why are you doing this to me I thought you were my best friend - said the girl

- it's precisely because I am that I want to avoid all this and also because Jon is such a good and kind person that he doesn't deserve to suffer because of you - Chanel said as she left..