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Chapter XIV•it's never too late to apologize

Months had passed since the last conversation, even if it ended badly, between June and Jon..
They had gone from a simple hello to no longer speaking to each other at all in a short space of time, it had now become a habit to pretend nothing happened even at the cost of not knowing each other at all..
A game that would never end, and it was useless to even try to say otherwise..

For Chanel, all of this was practically inconceivable, even if she couldn't blame Jon because the wrong she had suffered was too great, she had seen the evolution of something that wasn't okay with her either..
How many times had she told him to get back on the right path and June had never done it..

But she was well convinced of one thing, that is that sometimes the word sorry and actually talking to each other was the right thing..
She was aware that Jon might not forgive June right away, but she was sure that one day it would happen.
Furthermore, things would certainly never go back to the way they were before, and he would never be able to see the friendship that existed in the beginning between the singer and his best friend again. , but perhaps a relaxed climate is...

Time would fix if not everything, almost everything, they had to watch and in the meantime hope that everything..
Yes everything would have had its right course..

But if June had ever apologised, time would never have helped in healing some of the wounds inflicted..
She had to have a heart to heart talk with her best friend..
She had to give him advice on how to act, a spur that would certainly help her do the right thing..
In that chaotic moment of his life..

June I can - Chanel had told him, knocking on his door, hoping that he would listen to her at least this once

Sure, come in, apparently you're the only one who still talks to me in here - said June

What do you mean - said her friend not understanding or maybe yes, but it was a way for her to open up for once

In the sense that since everything happened no one has said a word to me - said June again

Are you referring to the boys - asked Chanel, the wife of one of the band and Jon's best friend

Yes - only her dark-haired friend replied with her gaze lowered

You can't blame them, it's understandable for them to do this, they saw Jon suffer because of your mistake, you hurt him, without even realizing it..
They couldn't stand by and watch as their friend was slowly extinguishing the joy they were feeling with Ariadne - said Chanel

I guess it's my fault they broke up,-June said

I know you've been hoping for this for a long time, but no, they're still together..
Arianna has found the right interpretation so that he is calm and happy despite everything..
Look, I'm telling you from my heart, that girl isn't bad and you would have noticed it too if you hadn't let yourself be blinded by almost unfounded jealousy..
He could have been your boyfriend when I told you it was the right time, you didn't want it because of your mental rules..
And now it was too late..
You could just be happy with him and be friends with him like you always have - Chanel said

I know, I would like to fix it but I really don't know how to do it Chanel is something bigger than me - said June

Have you ever heard of the word sorry..
It is a very powerful word that should be used in extreme cases like this..
Of course it won't solve your problem immediately, but it will take some time...
But if you apologize and speak sincerely from the heart it will be easier then to wait for time to fix if not everything then almost everything and you will feel lighter after doing so - said Chanel

I don't think he will listen to me not after the last conversation - said the girl sitting on the other side of the desk

June you never know if you don't try..
It costs nothing to try, maybe those who know will be happy with your apologies, but you can't expect them to forgive you immediately because it doesn't work that way - said Chanel

I just wish he would listen to me that's all,- said June

So what are you waiting for, go to him, he's in the piano room alone, the kids aren't there yet, make the most of this time..
It's never too late to apologize, believe me, but speak from the heart this time and don't make excuses, go now - said Chanel

Si June wanted to follow that advice, she didn't want to wait any longer, she just hoped that he could listen to her in such a way as to be as light-hearted as possible and without having unnecessary regrets..

Jon I'm sorry to barge in like this but you would have a minute, I'm only asking for a minute I'll be brief I swear - said June

Jon just looked at her, he didn't know what she had in mind, but he didn't want to say a word before finding out what she wanted to tell him..

Ok..
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for what I did to you, I know it's my fault you suffered and I'm bitterly ashamed of this..
I didn't see how much I was hurting you, I was too blinded by unfounded jealousy and I realize it..
How many times I wanted to tell you that I was in love with you..
But I created rules for myself that led me to this..
I certainly have no excuses, and I can't expect anything..
And I won't ask you to forgive me..
There is no forgiveness for this, but I just hope that one day I can only, or rather, we can go back to having a civil relationship at least, for everyone's good - said June

It was concise and without snagging, she knew what she had to say and without pauses between one concept and another she told him..

Agree ..
I can't forgive you, not now at least and I don't know what will happen in the future and I don't know if we will be able to become friends again, I would like you to understand that I love Arianna and that I will never leave her..
Anyway time to time but I accept your apology - said Jon

I realize it, but for me the fact that he listened to me and accepted my apologies is worth a lot, especially now I'm going and I'll leave you to what you were doing - said June

Yes now it was finally lighter and Chanel was right..