Jujutsu Kaisen Fluff

Panick (Gojo Satoru)

Gojo Satoru + Y/N
Synopsis: You're anxious and waiting for your boyfriend, Satoru, to come back home after his assignment but it's really late and you've gotten no reply

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You glance over at the clock. It reads 3:28. Normally, Satoru would text or something if he was going to be late but he hasn't. You try to stay calm, coming up with many explanations but that feeling in your chest worsens as the clock keeps ticking.

You look back at your phone. The time reading 3:31. You sigh and recheck if he read any of those messages you sent him but no. At this point you sit up from the bed in your shared bedroom and walk around in steady circles. Every time you hear a rustle or breeze outside, your heart jumps and you rush towards the window to see if Satoru has teleported outside. He hasn't and that's what continues to worry you.

This afternoon, he received an urgent call from Yaga about some curses roaming around in Shibuya so he had gone, kissing you on the lips and promising he'll be back soon. You wonder if the job had been a bit difficult or he might have been called in for something else but he would text or call.

You try to reassure yourself, of course, he's fine, he's the strongest after all. Trying to soothe yourself you think back to the times where he was slightly late where he would teleport to the front door knocking and you'd go and open it seeing your boyfriend with a bag full of souvenirs and sweets holding a bouquet of roses, even in the middle of the night. No matter when or where he always made sure to remember you and give you something from his adventures.

Yeah. Maybe he was just busy trying to choose souvenirs and find some flowers this late at night. Your attempts to find reasons for his absence were only temporary as the stress would build back up. This time your legs with quivering up and down. Your throat felt dry.

In attempts of distracting yourself you run down the stairs into the kitchen to pour a glass of water. As you gulp down the water, you start to notice how your eyes feel droopy. You're tired. This really was not the ideal situation. You need to stay awake regardless, until Satoru comes home.

You were going to give him a talk about how he made you stay up so late and gave you so much stress. Yeah, when he knocks on the door, you're just going to ignore him. He needs to realise his mistake.

You grab your glass and begin washing it, until you hear a knock at the door. You slightly jump at the noise knowing it must be Satoru. You walk to the door mentally preparing yourself to give him a taste of his own medicine.

You take a deep breath and open the door. You never expected what you saw. You freeze, eyes widening. Your boyfriend, he was covered in blood, and breathing intensely. His beautiful white hair was disheveled and exhaustion was clearly visible in his eyes which were so bright and blue but now were a shade of blue reminiscent of the night sky.

His hands were behind his back and he smiled gently upon seeing your face.

"Hi baby, sorry I'm late" He expresses with a loving tone.

He takes his hands from his back which were holding a bouquet of red roses and a bag of souvenirs and a box of chocolates, handing them to you like he always does.

You nearly cry right there. You hug him tightly as he steps closer to you. You don't even care if the blood on him stains your clothes. You just want to feel his heartbeat next to yours.

"Satoru, where... were you? Why is there blood on your clothes?" You try to question him with an assertive tone but it comes off as fearful.

He just smiles slowly and releases from the hug. He's still outside the doorstep.

"Aren't you going to let me in first?" He asks.
He steps inside the house heading over to the living room where he takes his jacket off and plops down.

You trail behind him, still in shock and confusion.

"Where's my kiss Y/N? You always give me one when I return from the mission!" He jokingly wonders.

He pulls you close to him and gives you a kiss. It was desperate seen by his hands which were holding your waist tightly. After a few seconds, you release from the kiss panting trying to regain your breath.

You stare back into his eyes which were brighter and not so tired anymore, but the frown of his mouth made it clear to you that today's mission was not normal.

"You didn't answer my texts or calls, Satoru. Why?"

He hesitates but tells you everything.

"There was this big incident in Shibuya where there was a barrier preventing sorcerers from entering and exiting. I had to go and kill all the curses that were going to kill the people at the station. There were so many, baby. I was too preoccupied with all the students and teachers. I guess I didn't realise that I lost my phone. When the situation was cleared, only then I realised the time which was 2:56. I knew you'd be worried so I tried my best to find some souvenirs; finding those flowers and chocolates were pretty difficult."

Your mind eases at the explanation. You knew that the blood was not his. He could instantly cure himself but still as his girlfriend you were worried.

"You didn't have to get me these. You should've come straight home. I was really worried" You voice to him.

"I couldn't do that without giving you what you deserve babe. Coming home with nothing for my love. Absolutely not." He states. His eyes were full of passion for you of course.

You tried to argue back but he stands firm.

"I'm really sorry baby. I know I should've at least told you something. At least I'm here now..." He does eventually verbalise to you, while he reaches out to hold your hands.

"Thanks Toru"

"We should really go to bed now Sweetheart! I can't miss out on my beauty sleep." He mentions as he stands up, back to his usual self.

He turns down to look at you. The pads of his thumbs caress over your cheek noticing the dark circles under your eyes.

"You too baby! Let me carry you to bed as my apology ok!"

He glides his hands under your knees and holds you bridal style all the way upstairs, tucking you into bed as he kisses your forehead. He cuddles right next to you, placing his arm under your neck. You always use his arm as a pillow while you sleep against his chest.

You lay there for a few minutes nearly about to fall asleep in the embrace of your boyfriend. Satoru never fails to make you feel the safest in the world. He uses his spare hand to massage your hair smoothing it down, trying to help you fall asleep. He always has to watch you sleep before he does.

Satoru whispers against your hair "I love you so much Y/N", which is the last thing you hear right before slipping out of consciousness.

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Author's Note

Y/N is so me here, I get so stressed when my parents or friends are late imagining every worse scenario. I love being reassured and gifted things, Gojo would totally gift his girlfriend little trinkets from his travels around the world.
I don't think I could handle my partner having such a risky job, but Gojo's the strongest isn't he? He wouldn't die 😁