crush (part 2)

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Johnnie

I enter the living room and see Jake sitting on the couch, I remember the events from last night and sigh before walking over and sitting on the other end of the couch, grabbing the remote and turning on the tv. I glance at Jake who looks zoned out but has a reddened face, I blow it off and put something on the tv. As I'm watching the tv I see Jake look at me from my peripheral vision.

Jake

I can't help but look at Johnnie, his completion and face is driving me crazy. "Hey uh..." I start, "Sorry if I did anything stupid last night.." I say, my voice is shaky and I try to let out a chuckle but it comes out more awkward than casual. I get a pit in my stomach when he grimaces at my words, it seems like he remembers as well. I look the other way and quietly sigh, I then get up, walk to the front door whilst grabbing my keys and heading out the door. I glance back to see Johnnie look away quickly, I needed to get out and take a breath before talking to him about it.

Johnnie

Jake left, there's a feeling in my stomach I can't describe. I get up and go to the kitchen, dreading the conversation we might have when he's back. I lean on the counter and rest my head down, taking a deep breath and staying there for a moment, I must have been there a while because I hear the front door open and jolt up, I quickly turn around and sigh in relief. It was only Carrington, I can tell he's noticed how stressed I seem. "Dude what's wrong?" He asks me, I hesitate for a moment before speaking. "I don't really know... I think Jake might-" to my horror I get cut off my Jake walking in the door, I get a pit in my stomach and walk away from Carrington and to my room, leaving Jake oblivious and Carrington confused. I was too nervous to talk to Jake because me might actually be in love with me. I stand in the middle of my room, zoned out and thinking hard about this, I didn't want this to ruin out friendship. But what if I was thinking too hard about it? I wouldn't know unless I spoke to him. I decide to gain my composure and walk out of my room, but when I open the door, I see Jake standing there. He was about to speak until I got a notification on my phone, I didn't check it and waited for him to talk. "Can we.. sit in the car and talk? I don't want to bother Carrington." I nod in agreement and we head out to the car in the driveway.

Jake

I didn't know how to feel about telling him this, if I hadn't gotten so drunk last night I wouldn't have to confess right now. We get in the car and I can see he's kinda uncomfortable so I don't shut my car door all the way and leave it open slightly. We sit in uncomfortable silence for a minute before Johnnie speaks. "So uh.. what do you want to talk about anyway?" He asks, I can tell he knows. He might just be trying not to hurt my feelings or something but I don't care, as long as we can stay friends then I'm fine with anything... I think. "Um, so last night... If I said or did anything-" I was cut off. "Jake.. you said something I've been thinking about all day. And I'm... Not sure how to feel about it, honestly." Those words caught be off guard, I stare at him for a few moments before sucking in a breath and speaking. "Uh.. i- I'm sorry- I know what I said and.. I didn't.. um... I don't think I meant it- I guess I was just drunk." I say, trying to pull this lie out of nowhere, hoping he'd buy it. He looks at me, with an almost defeated look. I'm confused about that look on his face but to my surprise, he gets out of the car and starts heading back I to the house. I'm getting a nervous feeling in my stomach at this point but I don't go after him and let him leave.

Johnnie

After Jake said he didn't mean it, part of me felt relieved but the other part felt disappointed and I can't figure out why. I head to my room but Carrington stops me, "hey man, I made food, you wanna go grab Jake and tell him?" When he asks that I just sigh and push past him and go to my room. He seemed confused but I just needed to think about everything. I sat on my bed after entering my room, I start to zone out but eventually I hear my door open, it's Jake. I look up and see him standing in the door way, looking just as confused as I am. It seemed like he didn't know why he was in here but I didn't really mind, if I'm being honest. In fact, I'd really like his company, even though I hadn't just the moment before. I felt something in me, a warm feeling in my chest just before I call Jake over and gesture for him to sit with me. He seemingly reluctantly walks over and sits a decent space away from me. I look at him and right before I open my mouth to speak, I feel him pull me into a hug, an apologetic one. I slowly and gently hug back as if I was scared to do so, I sigh into his neck, not really knowing why he's here, doing this, but then I hear him speak, "I'm sorry.. I don't want that to ruin our friendship with that comment I made last night." He whispers, and for some reason I feel disappointed. I don't know why, maybe I wanted more but that's untold...






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