Jude and Tommy stand there sharing a kiss so powerful it shook
both their minds. They both knew that jude only had a little over
a week left of her vacation, but they wanted the kiss to last forever. Jude breaks the kiss and looks tommy in his eyes. Tommys
eyes are weak and filled with tears and sheer emotion, and just
right then jude could understand what that peculiar emotion was
she saw in him. Fear.
Jude: It's ok tommy we will be ok.
Jude had never seen tommy like this before. He had never been so
vulnerble and emotional before, he had opened up for just the time
being, something she had been waiting for so long,
Tommy: Im scared, no girl has understood me the way you do ever since angie has been gone. I just dont want you to get hurt
Jude: Then don't hurt me tom.
Tommy: I don't want to, but you have to leave again soon and both our hearts will break again. This will never work. your going to be off accomplishing your goals and being a rockstar. I can't be like you I'm just Tommy.
Jude: I don't want you to be like me tommy I want you to be you. You are great. This will work!! when I get to europe Im to feel
the same about you my love will never fade or go away. I won't be
there forever tom. I'll be back for you someday i promise.
Tom stares at jude and for a moment his eyes were an empty void.
Tommy: jude promise me you will keep believing in me ok, promise
promise me you won't give up on me and promise me you will come back to me ok jude.
Jude just stares back at him
Tom: promise me jude
JUde: ok, ok, I promise.
Tom: JUde go off and live your life. Become a rockstar and make
awesome music but when your done I'll be right here waiting for
you.
Jude is feeled with joy she had been waiting to hear those words for ever
Jude: *smiles* ok
Tommy: *wipes tears from his eyes* I should be going jude.
Tommy leaves and jude takes a hot bath and puts on her pjs.
She then heads to bed and falls straight to sleep. Jude is
laying in the bed in her jammys when tommy walks in.
Tommy shakes jude gently to wake her.
Tommy: Jude wake up I have a suprise for you.
Jude: sadie, what? huh
Tommy : No Its tom
Jude: (jumps out of bed ) Tommy! where are you doing here It's still early in the morning
Tommy: Im just a morning man Jude. Take a look at the time
Jude looks to the clock and it reads 3:00 pm.
Jude playfully throws a pillow at tommy while laughing
JUde: shutup! *giggles*
Tommy: (cracks a smile) get out of bed, get yourself ready and
put on this. Tommy hands jude a blind fold.
Jude: tommy you got me a gift!? aww so far this is the best vacation ever! first you come to my house to visit me, then
you kiss me now this!! I love you tommy!!
tommy smiles, "i know you do". Jude laughs and smiles back at tommy.
Tommy: Now enough with the small talk we have plans.
With that jude goes off to the bathroom to get ready and puts on
the blind fold as tommy requested.Tommy leads her to the car and takes her on a long ride that seemed to take a life time. When they finally reached the destination tommy pulled the blindfold from judes eyes. The place she seen was beautiful yet familiar he had bought her there only once before, when she was recording her third album. She looked down believe to see a candle lit picnic he
had set up that was so gorgous it would make the strongest of hearts melt.
Jude: its... Its beautiful tommy but why so over the top?
Tommy: I wanted to do something nice for you jude.
Jude: aww tommy come here *hugs tommy*
Tommy: Theres more jude.
Tommy grabs jude's hand and leads her to a room filled with chairs. In the front of the room sat an organ along with other
various instruments.
Jude: Back her again tom!! I love this place. But i most admit
im getting nervous the last time we were here you broke my heart.
Tommy: I would never wish to break your heart again jude.
Jude gives tommy a smile. They spend the rest of the day singing
songs they had both written,making out and jamming again. They
went back and fourth between the two for several hours and checked into a hotel to spend the night. Tommy and jude spend the next
week and half at their vacation spot. They had so much fun it was just like things used to be before she left. He dropped her off at home the night before she was due back in europe. Jude was happy
she spent the time with tommy but she could already start to fill her heart breaking again because tommorow she had to leave tommy and she knew he may never open back up to her again like he had done for the past 2 weeks. She gets out of the car and tommy tells her he will be back tommorow to say good bye since he hadnt got to say it properly before. Jude is so upset about having to leave that she crys herself to sleep and wakes to tom sitting in her room staring at her. He once again had a sad helpless look in his eyes.
Tommy: Jude I dont want you to go
Jude: I know tom, but my life isnt her anymore
Tommy: but I want to be there for you jude
jude: Im sorry tom. But that cant happen right now ok. Im going
to learn how to live on my own and work on myself, and when I come
back we can live happily ever after tom isnt that what you want.
Tommy: Yea! (his voice intesifies) But we've been waiting for
5 years jude! 5 long years, and you dont have any idea of what that did to me jude. I've been through more emotions, had more happy moments, and loved the hardest I ever have before in my entire life because of you jude. I need you here don't leave again!
*tommy tears up again and crys on judes shoulders*
Tommy: jude im so scared. I dont know what to do without you.
Stay here for me please jude.
As much as jude wanted to say yes she refuses and they both start to cry harder then they ever have before.
JUde: Im sorry tom, i cant. I just cant my career is there my music is there. I have to go back
Tommy: Marry me then jude!! I can go with you I'll give you your space. We can have a big house motorcycles the whole deal, we can live like big rockstars, we can do anything you want jude just marry me this time. Dont hurt me again!
Jude: Im sorry I cant right now tom but!
Tommy: but what jude?
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Instant star : A fan fiction
FanfictionThis is my adaption of one of my favorite shows from when I was a teenager. It follows the charectors as they take a leap of faith and try new things. Jude as at a cross roads on whether to stay with the love of her life or to follow her dreams, alo...
