FML - the College Phase

Chapter 1

Hey guys,

I hope you'll enjoy the story I have in mind.

Chapters ahead are gonna be much more humorous and explicit. Trust me.

Just give it a shot and you won't regret it.

Smut? Idk what do you think?

I'll be writing all Summer. So yay frequent updates.

In case y'all like the idea, I'll write the book.

So beautiful people please do like, comment and vote.

Lots of love..
Shannon ♥

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I stare at my ceiling wondering how would first day of College be. I have worked really hard to get here but i still don't understand what's worrying me.

I'm puzzled by my thoughts. It's two in the morning but sleep won't touch my eyes. I repeat this mantra in my head " I should not dwell on this " As time passes, I kept getting more and more anxious & restless.

Perhaps a run to Chime Lake might help.

I scramble out of bed, change into my sweats & head outside my home. Well technically my rental place for the moment until I get my own. I love the Nayyer Family for letting me stay here. It was 4 by now and i was determined to shake off the shitty dreams.

As i stood in the front porch, the summer breeze touching my cheek, I realize that there was something peculiar about the dawn. Is it just me or is the universe trying to tell me something?

Yeah to not watch horror movies before sleeping, butthead.

All i care now is to leave my nightmares, my worries behind me,  & all i could think of is the beautiful Chime Lake, the place that brings me solace, the place that is closest to my heart.

It was where my parents first met & fell in love & the place i took my first steps. Yeah my mom told me that. It is almost 5 miles away but i don't care. I run and run until my feet are ringing with pain.

When i reach the beautiful lake, i'm thoroughly exhausted. I'm alone on the street, no one but me and Mother nature. I joggedto the nearest bench to the lake, sat on it & began to contemplate.

'Gwen Cooper, you better get your head straight. You were born for greatness. JUST STOP' I spoke to myself.

You have it all.

I think the death of Dorothy, my beloved Pug has has started to get the best of me. Maybe I just need to loosened up a bit. Talk to my maa & Tyler. They always know what's best.

As the sun started to rise, it took its place in the sky, forming beautiful patterns and designs in its way. The birds were chirping and singing, it sounded like they were grateful for the light to get rid of the darkness. Also, the boats in the lake danced to the tune of the waves making it appear like the lake was pleased & full of glee to be listening to the divine song of nature.

Shit gotta get this big ass of mine moving. Hit the road girl.

I begin walking home, i plugged my headphone in and listened to 'Soak up the Sun' by Sheryl Crow and think how apt. I think of all the wonderful times, especially of my mom and dad who were so proud of me on getting a scholarship to college all on my own. Ah. I miss them.

After a quick hot shower and a filling breakfast of eggs, bacon and pancakes, it was time to head to college. I'm so overwhelmed & super excited to be going to St.Andrew's, one of bestest University, the Ivy League & meeting new people & what?

Something bothering you again..?

But I don't dwell on it. Nicki minaj is blasting on my radio♪ I'm dancing around and singing along.

As I leave home, with my bag pack, I stand in my yard and think whether i should get a temporary job but i decide to discuss this with dad.

It's been ages since the 'Big move'. I still do remember it in bits and pieces. But alas i won't be staying at my old place here, I think, sadly.

It is a Monday morning, but the streets are awfully empty for a week day. Even at the bus station, there are hardly 6 to 7 people.

Funny!! People of Bay street have disappeared.

Not a single vehicle on the highway? I decide to do some light reading until d bus arrives. So i pull out my fav novel "To Kill a Mockingbird".

A young boy starts staring at me as if I've offended his ancestors.

Thank u technology for making me look like a witch.

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"Why do you read? " Tyler asks me with his interest piqued.

"I'm just special you see. I love books because they give u comfort, satisfaction & feel of a friend rather than grinding and doping my life. Ugh such a waste of time. Well its easy to understand a book than people as they (books) aren't as fuck'd up as people are. One can also clearly understand the message or emotion that the author convey's " i reply truthful " You should read as well as party , then you'd know the difference".
Tyler smirks n replies," nah I'd rather prick my eyes with needles than read woman. Haha you are not like girl of ur age, you are so sophisticated and complicated. A lethal combination, a paradox, i swear."
I mutter a thanks unable to understand his tone & kiss him on the cheek.

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It was the day I left home while at the airport. How i miss him. He's been my bestest friend and family since the 'big move'.

Brother from another mother.

Out of d blue I see a guy, almost 6 feet tall, brunette hair like mine with copper highlights or so it feels in the sunlight, broad shoulders, thin, toned body n breathtakingly beautiful head the direction I stood.

Umm.. He looks edible.

Bemused at my thoughts, I look at the book in hand and wonder where he might be going? He's all long legs and fingers and oh my. He smiles at me! Oh Lord! Can he read my mind? Is it that obvious?

Try to keep it in your pants girl.

I smile back almost breathless and not wanting to look rude. Trying hard to mask my blush and sure as hell failing miserably.

He could be a criminal.

He's worn dark blue jeans, a white tshirt n black leather jacket with aviators n red converse.

He must be a model.

He looks like he's popped out of some glossy magazine. Where are the buses today? Why is it taking so long?

He stands right next to me and says nothing. I can't help but blush a bit. My breathing altered.

Get a grip, Gwen. What r u 11 again? You are 18 years old, for fuck sakes, what the hell is . . . .?

I think I heard him whistle but i wasn't sure. When I look at him he stared at me with his avaitors mid way his nose with not a slightest expression.

Holy Jama lama. This should not be!!

FML.

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