Kirsten POV
Judge: Custody goes to...King
My heart broke. I freaked out. I cried I fell on the floor. I cried.
King helped me up and hugged me.
Me: Move! Get off me! U took my baby from me! The only thing I really care about! I hate u King Miller! I hate you!
King: Kirsten! ...I'm so sorry
I ran out of there and found where they kept Royal. I picked her up.
Me: This might be the last time I see you, I love u so much Royal. U are my world. Imma fight for you. Imma get you back
I cried as she looked at me crazy. Then King and this guard walked in.
Me: Here King
I handed Royal to him.
King: U can see her on the weekends
Me: That's not good enough
I walked out crying and sat in Malak's car.
I drove until I couldn't see with my tears blocking my vison.
I parked at this store and just sat in my car.
I picked up my phone and looked at a picture of Royal.
Me: I MISS MY FUCKING BABY!!! UGH I HATE HIM
I hit the steering wheel.
I called King.
King: Hello?
Me: How's (cry) how's (cry) how's Royal?
King: She's fine, are u crying?
Me: Um (cry) yeah
King: I'm -
I hung up. I hate that fucking word. Especially when King says it.
I drove home.
Squad was there.
Riv: Hey omg what's wrong?
Me: So um. King has full custody of Royal
Malak: Wtf?
He ran over and hugged me. I shoved his keys in his pocket.
Me: He texted me and said be @ court @ 9 and yea
I cried into Malak's shoulder everybody came and gave me a hug. Except Ben. Which made me even sader.
I went up to my room.
Ben came in and laid next to me and held my hand.
Ben: U okay? Wait stupid question
Me: Its okay. I mean its not like I miss her
Me: Oh Ben! I miss her so much
I cried on his chest and he rubbed my back. I fell asleep.
I actually cried writing this...
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