A Bit More Won't Hurt

12 - Welcome To The Mind Fuck!

Flower and I got along... well to say the least. I wasn't sure how to communicate with HER, especially since I knew her mostly for the "rude" personality, but she's changed.
Unlike me, I'll never be able to change.

I would say we "had things in common"...

But the last time I said that...

Somebody died. Simply put.

However, Flower seemed a... bit distracted? Sure she'd speak to me and all, but it seemed like something else was on her mind. I wanted to live up to my goal-- so I offered her help or in general; anything. She politely declined, but I insisted.

After a while, I gave in and let her be. She said she had to go, so I waved goodbye to her and I was alone. Huh. Remined me of something- but what?

I thought I'd stay outside to maybe gather myself up lately, after all, I've been very loopy. (same leafy same)

I was carrying my bag with; and heard it shuffle. I looked back at my bag, to... see.. another note. As I sighed, I looked away; yet curiosity took over and I still read it.

"Oblivious"

What? I stared at the note. I inspected the area a bit, because who would just risk themselves JUST to write Oblivious??  I was REALLY pissed off, but wouldn't say a word; I can't upset anyone.

One blink and time passes, wow. It was already evening, despite me leaving at somewhere at 4 in the morning. I was getting ready to leave, but I saw someone brush by the bushes. I decided to go and investigate who it was, maybe it was the idiot lending me this note. I sneaked over, to not alert them, with tired eyes.

I almost tripped, or really, DID trip, and hurt my knee. But I brushed it off (despite it still hurting). I observed the bushes but there was nobody there. I guess I really am stupid. I started heading home but I felt someone attack me with a needle-

I kicked 𝗁𝗂𝗆 and ran off as fast as I could; with my stupid sore knee and my stupid eyes barely being able to see.

I got home finally, and saw two teas already made on the table. At this point I was really tired even if I didn't take any pills, which reminded me... I need to take them.

Tree was sitting on the ground with Grassy drawing something, but seems like he hadn't noticed me, which I was glad about. I wasn't going to have an entire interview on-

"Hello."

I sighed "Hello Tree." and went up to my room. I could really feel his stare just... looking at me. Definitely not a happy stare, whatsoever. Once I got there, I mumbled something that I didn't understand, even though I said it.

I was distressed: I couldn't find the bottle of pills. Did he take it? WHAT IF GRASSY TOOK IT???

I felt like I was having a breakdown, at this point I've become so used to these intoxicating pills I can't live without it. But even so, that would not stop me from taking them. I kept looking in my entire room until I found the box. I didn't want to, but, I still looked in there.

It was here all along.

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im sorry for this bad chapter. im just feeling horrible (but ill fix it... i promise) i really do hope you enjoy this chapter i MANAGED to make. again, sorry for the delay. Oh well. my problems dont matter right now, its a new chapter!