Jealous Girl

~Jealous girl (11)~

After what felt like forever we finally went to the beach. Everyone were giggling and laughing while I was walking behind them and looking around.

When we were at the beach everyone laid down in their bikinis and swim trunks and again I was the only one sitting there in my t-shirt. It was a private beach so we were alone there.

"Hey, who wants to come with me and buy something to eat?" Zack asks. "I can come with you." Virginia smiled and stood up putting back her shorts and a top. "Me too, I want an ice cream." Samantha stands up as well and puts on her shorts.

"And what about you two?" Zack looks at me and Tom. "Oh I will stay and look for our things." "It's a private beach, Rose." Zack says while giggling a little. "You never know." I shrugged and smiled. "Okay, and you Tom?" Zack looks at Tom. "I will stay here, I'm too lazy to go somewhere." Tom said while leaning back on his lounge. His toned abs were on display as well as his toned chest.

"Okay, we'll be back in about 30 minutes." Zack said while walking away with the girls. I looked back at Tom and saw how he stretched his long and muscular legs. He put his arms behind the back of his head, flexing his biceps.

"Why are you always in your shirt?" Tom asks while glancing at me with one eye. "I don't know, I feel more comfortable like this." I shrugged and look down at my feet that were digging into the sand. "What's going on with you, Rose? You act so distant." Tom asked. "I don't know, maybe because I feel left out." I saw Tom prop himself on one elbow.

"Left out? Why?" He rised one eyebrow. "I don't know, it's like I... I don't belong here." I looked at him. "What makes you think that you don't belong here?" Tom sat more straight up. He was staring directly at my face. In my eyes "I don't know." I looked into his dark brown eyes. "You all laugh together." "You're allowed to laugh with us." Tom looked at me and moved a little closer. "But you don't quite understand what I mean." I said quietly. "Then tell me. I brought you here to have fun with us and enjoy this place." He looked at me.

"I know, I can't tell how I feel and why I feel like that..." I looked down at my feet again.

Suddenly I felt his fingers gently grabbing my chin and force me to look at him. Our eyes meet, and I see his gaze going towards my lips and then back at my eyes. "Is it Samantha?" He asked quietly. I didn't reply hoping he won't find out. "It's Samantha." He said, already knowing.

"I'm so sorry that she is so mean to you, I have no idea why she is like that." My eyes widen a little, I thought he found out my feelings towards him but no, he started to talk about her behaviour towards me.

"Oh, no it's fine." I shook my head a little. I lower my head once again and he tilt it back up. "No it's not." He leaned closer again. "I will talk to her." I nodded a little and kept my gaze on his, his gaze falling to my lips once again and that made my lips part a little.

He leaned closer again, our faces inches away from each other's. I leaned a little closer myself as well and I felt his breath grazing my lips. Suddenly his lips smash against mine.

His kiss was slow and gentle as if afraid to put more pressure but I pressed my lips harder to his make us both moan softly that was more like a quiet gasp. "You're so beautiful..." He murmured against my lips. I feel his tongue teasing the seam of my lips, begging for entrance and I let our tongues dance together in a slow and passionate dance.

Then I felt his lips go down to my neck, sucking on the soft flesh there. And after a while there was a small but dark hickey on the side of my neck.

"You will cover it with your hair." He says against my skin as he goes down to my collar bone. My bikini bottom already wet, my clit throbbing, begging for some kind of friction.

But suddenly while I was getting into it I feel Tom pulling away. "Fuck, where they are, I am thirsty." He said it like nothing just happened, my clit still throbbing but not as much.

"What the fuck, Tom?" I look at him with confused expression. "What?" He looks at me, with innocent eyes. "What did I do?" He asked. Yeah like you don't know what did you just do. "Nothing." I decided to let it go. Didn't want any fights or some shit.

What the fuck did just happen though? I cover my hickey with my hair and I look over at Tom. He wasn't looking at me but I still saw a hint of his smirk, it was small but still really visible.

There was an awkward silence. Tom was laying and tanning while I was sitting with my legs pressed to my chest and staring at the horizon that was in front of me.

Calm waves, in a distance were seen yachts, fishing boats. A calm wind blowing my hair to the back exposing my neck.

"When they come back keep your neck hidden." I hear his voice rough and hoarse, he was probably sleeping. I didn't see it, he was wearing sunglasses.

"Yes, I know." I look back at the horizon. Nothing much happened. We maybe talked a bit but it was more about Germany and our jobs or what we plan to do.

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Hey, so I wanted to say that I am on vacation rn and I'll try to update but I can't promise. These parts will be probably pretty short.