Distraction ~ semishira

IX- Semi/Shirabu

 !! Warning:  𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 !!

When we arrive at the dorm, Kenji's with me the whole time. He doesn't let go of my hand, as if to remind me that he's with me and he's by my side. I appreciate it.

Kuroo, Bokuto, and Akaashi look like they didn't get much sleep either. I assume Akaashi was here the whole night, but he looks more tired than usual. They all look at me.

"He's okay. He woke up about an hour ago, him and Yahaba are talking, but we spoke a little. Just, be nice when he comes back." I say and they all sigh in relief.

Kenji and I walk into my shared bedroom with Kyo and I sit on my bed. He sits next to me and puts his hand comfortingly on my thigh. I look over at Kyo's bed, rumpled and stained red. I start ugly crying and I can't hold it back. Kenji pulls me closer to him and strokes my head.

"I- I failed." I say and I cover my face with my hands.

"Love, you didn't fail." Kenji tries to reassure me but I only cry harder.

"I failed as a friend. He didn't feel like he could talk to me." I say through sobs and Kenji pulls me closer.

"I'm sure that wasn't the reason, once he feels up to tell you about it, I'm sure he will." Kenji says and I nod and take a deep breath.

"He's okay." I say, trying to instill the thought in my head.

"He's okay." Kenji repeats and he kisses my forehead.

He's okay.

I fall down on my bed and Kenji stays sitting and continues to caress my thigh. My heads dangling off the opposite edge of the bed and Kenji happens to graze a spot that I didn't know was sensitive, but I try to ignore the bulge that was forming.

I move so my back's now against the wall and I'm sitting up, I motion for Kenji to come lay between my legs. He crawls onto my bed and plops in between my legs, leaning against my chest. I wrap my arms around him and sink my face into his neck. God he smells good.

I take a deep breath, taking in his scent and realizing that I'm safe. Kyo's okay. Kenji's okay. We're okay.

"Hey, Shira?" I say out loud and I hear him hum a response.

"Mhm?"

"I think..." I start but then I get flustered and look away from him, I feel the heat rushing to my face.

"You think...?"

"I think I'm in love with you." I say rather quietly, when I look back and Kenji, he's smiling.

"I think I'm in love with you too." He says and I feel a little relieved that he feels the same way.

I kiss the right side of his neck and he turns around and sits on his knees. With how we're sitting, he's a little taller than I am. I look up and him and put my hands on his waist before moving one of them up to caress his cheek with my thumb.

He finally moves a little closer to me and I can finally kiss him. God, I've been wanting this for so long. I move my hand under his shirt so I feel his skin, our mouths are moving in sync and I'm convinced this is the best moment I could ever have. I start to lean forward a little more and accidentally push Kenji over, but he just laughs.

"Someone's getting excited." He teased and I leaned over him, between his legs.

"That's not the only thing that's excited." I say and press myself against him. He covers his mouth and I can't tell if it's from pleasure or shock. I smirk and continue kissing him, deeper than I did before. His hands move up to my waist and he pulls me down. I hear a sound come from Kenji and I smirk.