OUR LOVE

CHAPTER- 15

Navaniya pov:
Its late at night and i haven't gone home yet and i know i cant go there soon so i thought why not go and sleep... So i got into a room and laid there and in matter on secs i fell asleep
Next day
As soon as i wake up i brushed my teeth but sadly i didnt had anything to wear
So i thought i will go home later and take some dress and come so right now im at the hospital's cafeteria drinking some hot coffee to calm my blood and my mind.
I dont know what happened, or else why it happened. But just that it happened. It feels so weird.
Like yeh its true that i liked Nanda the way he supported me, the way he cared for me, the way he did things for me... But God has destined someone else for him. He likes someone else. Which isn't me.
The main reason i agreed for this marriage was because of Nanda. Because i know he likes someone else and most probably marry that girl. And that's when i got this proposal and i thought accepting this means i would get to see him everyday. But as days passed on.. As i started to get closer to Adi i feel like i am going further away for him... But i think i have started to fall for Adi and i guess this is what love is.. Because i fell for Nandas kind, caring nature for his personality, and im sure one day he do likewise my so called love for him will end. This isnt love its attraction... Something we feel towards beautiful things.... No no this isn't right... I shouldn't say like this. Suddenly i felt a rush of emotions inside me which were unable for me to convey it to anyone. A feeling beyond anything. Maybe it was that one movement in my life that i couldnt understand anything. I knew that soon a outbreak would occur within me so i quickly paid the money and rushed towards the open terrace at the top of the hospital.

While climbing the stairs Unknowingly small small sobs started to come out of my mouth which soon turned into a cry as soon as i reached the terrace. I don't know i just felt something pulling me down and i didnt had the energy to resist it so i let it do it's work and fell on my knees. God never loved me but still god why r are you like this to me? What have i done to get treated this badly by you and others? Why god why? Why only me? Why are you doing this to me? Do you enjoy seeing me suffer? Or else do you consider me as a toy of yours? That you can play with me whenever you want and dump me like you never used me.. I hate you.. I hate everyone...

Author pov:
During this moment someone away was watching her cry... The sound of her cries echoed in the air... A sound that was soothing to the ears but at the same time a sound that could hurt anyone even the dead... A light shower of rain which turned out to be the most favourite thing of all couples for a romantic night and at the same time a sign that shows destruction... The shower which could turn into to heavy rain... Which later turns to flood... And this could be as deadly as anything. But not this destruction a destruction within ourselves is always hundred times worse... This destruction could be solved but the one within ourselves can never be easily solved.

We can say that, she was in pain but his heart broke... She was crying and his world was crumbling... She was braking and he was dead.... She was a living dead body but he was a dead living body...

Thats what was happening to Adi who was watching his love cry. He know there is no person who wouldn't cry. But still he promised to himself that he will never make her cry and that same day itself he saw her cry twice.

Adi pov:

Seeing her cry like that was shattering me into pieces. The promise i took went for vain. I feel so useless, they say i have the most power in this world but still i wasn't able to save my brother nor stop my wife from crying or else in other words i literally just broke the two most important promises in my life.

I just wanted to go hug her, but at the same time i know that if i do that the pain will be consoled but only for now tomorrow it will be as new as a fresh wound. So i didn't even move and waited her to finish crying. I really want to scold her for staying in rain and crying. Who is she some serial actress? She is gonna be sick no doubt..