𝑨𝒄𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔

𝑭𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑨𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕

{ Taesan }

I walked into the room confused about what Jaehyun hyung meant when he asked me to come back soon. I called up Ricky and Mia too, but nobody is giving me any intel.

And besides, I left Leehan alone last
night after kissing him. How annoyed
he must be. How can I even confess
my feelings when all I told him after
kissing him was sorry?

As soon as I entered the room I saw
Leehan standing near the window
looking outside.

"Leehan?" I called out hesitantly.
He turned to look at me blankly once.
His eyes seemed red and puffy. He
might not have slept at all. Why did I
spend so much time in understanding
my own feelings?

Suddenly Leehan picked up the menu
kept on the table and threw it towards
me.

"Leehan!"I dodged just in time.

"Sorry?" he now picked up the desk
calendar and threw it too. "Sorry huh?"

"Leehan, I am sorry..."

"Again sorry?" He picked up a glass and was about to throw it.

"NO! It will hurt. Wait! Stop!" In one
go I jumped on the bed and then to the other side holding his hand to stop him.

"I mean; I am sorry for saying sorry
last night." I slowly took the glass from his hand. "Let's talk please. Please."

I pleaded keeping the glass aside and
looked behind him and around to see
what all can be thrown. I want myself
to be intact to be able to confess to him. He glared at me with his red eyes, red nose, puffed cheeks and pouted lips.

To think I have actually fallen for him is proven in this moment when I am still finding him cute in this condition.
He looks like a cuddly polar bear.

I smiled at him and his narrowed eyes
widened. "Are you laughing at me?"

"No. I..." I bit my lower lip unable to
stop smiling. I am feeling so silly and so giddy at the same time.

I hesitated once but held his face between my palms. His expressions changed to confused ones but he turned soft.

When our eyes met, I leaned closer
and placed a small kiss on his
forehead. "Beat me up next time if I do something like this. OK, love?"

"You... You are confusing me." He
pulled back a bit.

"But I am no more confused about
what I feel." I said shrugging. I held
him by his shoulder. "Love, I have so
many things to tell you."

"....."

"But everything should be done
properly. This is important for both of
us."

"What are you talking about?" Leehan
looked away flustered.

"Why are you turning pink?" I teased
him. His behavior is giving me hope
that maybe he won't reject my feelings.

Maybe he will reciprocate. And the
hope is enough to give me strength to
hold on to till I solve whatever Jaehyun hyung needs me for.

Although Leehan already confessed
it indirectly last night. But he did not
exactly say the words I wanted to hear.

"I-I am naturally pink and pale.
Born beautiful." He tried to sound
nonchalant but he was stuttering and
was unable to look into my eyes.

I leaned closer again with a grin and
placed a quick peck on his lips.

"Wha-." He turned to me surprised.