strings of fate

MARRY ME

Jimin's pov
Why....why he found me again why my Life Is doing this with me I want to go away from Suga but he is pulling me closer and closer why can't he
Understand I'm not a good man for him ...he is pure of heart once he'll find my
Truth I know he'll feel disgusted with himself
Please..... please Suga understand don't love me

He sit on the edge of bed while grabbing his hair thinking about a way to go away from Suga's Life.....he was in his Deep thoughts when he heard a knock on door!

Knock.... knock
Suga: jimin!
Jimin immidealtly Went on bed and pretend to be in
Sleep!
Suga: are you sleeping jimin? ( No response )
Jimin: please.... please go I don't want to talk to you please Suga ( he mumbled to himself)

When Jimin didn't answer Suga came inside the room without making a noise
He saw Jimin on the bed....at first he thought he is sleeping but then his eyes went on his
Fist clenching on the blanket

Suga in mind: hmm so you are pretending to be in sleep
( He took a step towards him to wake him but stopped)
If he doesn't want to talk to me right now i should not disturb him
He backed away

Suga: ohhhh... jiminahh you fell in sleep
Empty stomach
I thought I'll feed you with my hands ( he put the food plate on the side table of the
And slowly sit on the bed making safe distance he
Knows Jimin don't like the touch

Jimin in mind:why is he not going ( he clenched the blanket
More strongly seeing that Suga chuckled)
Suga slowly leaned close to him not touching him

Suga: MARRY ME JIMIN!!
as Jimin heard this he losen his grip on blanket he couldn't believe
What he just heard!
Suga: I'll wait for your answer
( He touched jimin's hair and got up from bed and start walking towards the door
But stopped)
Jimin: wait ( loud voice)
Suga smiled then he turn...he saw tears in jimin's eyes
That made him concern

Suga: jimin w... why are you crying
Jimin got up and went front of him! He was breathing heavily
Like he wanted to shout on Suga
Jimin: why are you doing this?

Suga: what?
Jimin: What you said a while ago?
Suga: ohhh you heard that? I thought you were sleeping!
( He put his hand on behind him own back and said in a play full manner)
Jimin: why you said this Suga ( a tear drop from his eye)
Suga: heyyy....I... I'm sorry if I hurt you
I...I didn't mean to
He wanted to wipe his tears but he didn't touch him
Jimin: Suga
( He sit on his knees front of him looking down
Suga was confused)
Jimin: please Suga let me go!
Suga: huh?
Jimin: i know you love me but i...I...I don't love you ( lie)
Suga's heart broke into pieces
Suga: y...y... you don't love me?
( His eyes filled with tears but he didn't cry)
Jimin: Yess i don't love you that's why I ran away
Cause I felt that you are falling in love with me
I'm not saying i don't love you cause you are a mafia
( He was looking down when his tears were falling
River on his hands)
You are a good man ....no one is like you
But i ..I...I can't love you
I thought you'll never found me but you did
I tried to tell you that i don't want to come with you but y... you said
You'll harm yourself please
Suga
Don't do something like that
Suga: w... wait....a...a...are you... are ( his breath hitches)
You never.....
Jimin: yess i never loved you and now if you force me to stay here
I don't know about love i might start
Hating you
So I'm begging you p...p... please l..l .. let me go!
Suddenly Suga moved away
Jimin looked up
Suga: y... you are free t...to go i won't stop you
J..... just don't h.... hate me!
Jimin saw Suga is not
Looking at him avoiding eye contact from him
(Jimin couldn't control his tears he burst into tears
But he got up)

Jimin: t... thank you for everything Suga you are the nicest person i met in my whole life
I'll never forget you in My life
Ever!!
Suga turned his back not looking at him cause he was also crying
Jimin extended his hand
To touch his shoulder but he didn't and left from there
As he left the room Suga lost his control on himself
He fell on his knees and let his tears flow
He really. ... really Love jimin but he don't want to force him