Change. Brando De Sanctis

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When I looked up I saw the curly boy. He took his hat in silence and walked towards me with heavy breathing.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing?" I smiled because that was the first time I saw him getting annoyed.
"What do you mean? I don't do nothing Brando."
"Stop pretending. First today, then the shots with Vitto. You don't even like him y/l/n."
"And what if I do. How do you know I don't like him Brando. And why the fuck you care that much."
"Vitto is my friend"
I laughed "Yes, a friend you call an asshole. What a good friend you are. Congratulations, Brando de santis care for his friends."
Then he totally lose it "Don't fucking talk about friendships because you are the one who don't tell her best friend that Chiara is fucking her brother." Then Brando closed his eyes like he wanted to stop talking and just turned his head in one side.
That profile. The hair. WAIT, what the fuck did my mind told me? Okay, I am drunk I guess.

I couldn't continue waiting for that silence to break so I just left Brando to be idk himself, atleast he knew how to be. But then I saw the video of Ludo and Brando and how everyone were laughing. Brando was now standing there with a cruel smile. I looked at him disappointed, not even knowing why, or maybe the look of disgust and just stare at him. His hand goes to his phone to stop the video, while his eyes were on me.

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Later that night I could remember how drunk I was or maybe I don't remember exactly. But when I woke up the next day with my pigama and without make up on my bed I was so fucking confused you have no idea. And then the moments came back. I remember laying on top of Brando and playing with his hair. I tried to think more if something else happened and then the panic got me. What if we did it and he will expose me like he did to Ludo? And the most scariest part of that thought is that I don't think if I did it with him that much but mostly if he will broke me.

I decided I will go to school with normal expression like I don't care what happened but part of me cared and wanted to know desperately so I told Cami to meet earlier today.
"Hey y/n" Cami looked tired.
"Hey Cami are there any chances you remember something from last night"
"This is the thing...I am so sorry if I knew you would be that drunk I would stay I promise. Just I left with Damiano that night."
"WAIT. yeah dw but wait how do you know I was too drunk when you left earlier."
Cami make a scared face. "Cami. Tell me right know."
"Okay okay. Just Niccolo were talking about how you and Brando were almost fucking each other."
"OH hell nah bro. Cami, I am so cooked right know. I don't remember if we kissed but I remember his face."
"Okay, just don't worry. I am here for you." And we hugged walking together in school.

When we got to school Brando's face looked horrible. Like someone has beaten up his ass really seriously. I looked at him and how badly he did his nose. And I felt how his body didn't even move when my eyes were on him. Maybe he is also nervous. Or maybe he regrets everything. I don't know why but this thought broke me completely.

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Few days later Brando was skipping schools and I could sense how no one argued with me and I should feel peaceful but part of me that I don't understand were stuck with anxious and curiosity that I can't explain. I should be happy, right.

That day Cami find out what Chiara and Nicco have been doing. And let's say she was really mad.
"Did you know? Did you and Fabio know about Nicco and Chiara?" She said when I could see how disappointed her look was.

I felt guilty even tho I didn't want to be part of that at all.
"Cami, don't forget that she was also my best friend and I personally didn't want to be involved but I told her to tell you, okay. I knew it sounds strange and everything but me and Fabio has nothing to do with that situation."

For a moment I though she will be mad, but then I saw her more relaxed and maybe confused. "Okay, I understand, but I can't believe why she didn't tell me. I knew she has a crush on him and if she told me I wouldn't be mad, but it turns out like she doesn't trust me at all." I hugged Cami and walked her to home.

"Do you want to stay at my house and have sleepover. I knew it's like really at the last moment but I really need a friend right now." Cami asked with hope in her eyes.
"Yeah of course, I also don't think my parents wouldn't let me. But I need to call them."

And guess what. Brando was staying also there, playing with Niccolo and his stupid nose was still that bad. Cami need to take something from Nicco's room and I followed her.

"What do you want Cami, don't you see we are in the middle of something right now." Said Nicco.

They were so concentrated on the game so it took time to realize I was there. Brando looked at me and for some reason he rubbed his eyes. Then Nicco just started giggling at something and then Brando hit Nicco playfully. "Idiot" the curly boy insulted.

"Let's play something together" Cami suggested "I mean we are already kinda bored." And out of the sudden Nicco stood up like he has the perfect idea of what we all can do.