Change. Brando De Sanctis

15.

Brando's pov.

I was an stupid asshole. I couldn't even explain properly the situation and I hate myself for that.

For the first time I felt like my father. I was disgust. I have promised I won't let anyone hurt her but now I was the one who did it.

But what she said is still repeating in my head. Is it possible that she have never liked me and I was so fully inlove to even notice.

Nahh. This was the thing that stopped me from explaining. If she hates me what's the point of pointing the truth. What's the point if she really hates me.

And that broke me. Many people hate me that's fine I don't really care about that. Maybe I care about their opinion but not enough so I can prove what am I really.

But y/n. She is the first woman that I am so obsessed. I have liked many girls. I have kissed and slept with them. But now even thinking for another woman just make me nauseous.

But she hates me. She have hated me for a long time. And I am so stupid to actually love her. From the beginning. I tried to change myself when we were younger, to annoy her just because I thought that if she hates me I will hate her back.

Now I don't know what left I have. I returned to school just because of her. Because she was the only one who makes me forget what monster is my father.

And now she is gone just because fucking Vitto is doing it on purpose.

2 weeks ago
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I couldn't believe that Vitto wanted to rape y/n. He deserves even more punches that I had given to him.

So when I say goodbye to y/n I was again thinking about that bastard. He should fucking stop with his crazy shit.

I was distracted. When I saw them in that bathroom I could feel how my blood boils. What is wrong with that dude?

I got home and locked in my room. I didn't wanted to see anyone from my family.

Not right now.

I got on my bed and closed my eyes trying to calm my nerves but I couldn't stop thinking about her getting hurt.

That moment I got notification. I slightly looked at it secretly hoping it's from y/n.

But then I saw Vitto. What the fuck is he tryna do with texting me after he passed out because of me?

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Vitto: Bro, you know I won't stop but I am sure you don't care about her either.

Me: Oh really? How about a date with you again. Let's kiss like in the bathroom today.

Vitto: bra you cannot beat my ass forever yk that

Me: I can try tho

Vitto: let's make a little deal. If you caught her full attention in a month I give you money and will leave her alone.

Me: just leave her idc ab money

Vitto: I know u need them for family. I know the shit in your family

Me: deal

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I love her. With or without money, deals or whatever I would want to be with her.

I can't even deny it anymore. Everytime I look at her I see how perfect she is. Every single time.

Even when I don't see her she appears in my dreams or thoughts.

She is so beautiful. Everything. Her independence, humor, laugh, eyes.

Everything.

______________ back in time

I can't pretend like she didn't hurt me when she told me she hates me.

I couldn't just stand here and do nothing.

I go to school next day. She wasn't there. Again.

I saw Vitto and pushed him into the lockers. His eyes widened.

"You know what your doing with your stupid deal" I said

"Bra, listen. It was Mattheo's idea. Don't fucking hit me for this"

"You are both assholes." And I punch him.

So Mattheo was all behind that. I tried to find him but he was no seen.

I saw Ludo. Standing by the corner.

"Hey Ludo. Do you know where your brother might be?"

"Oh so that's your first words after filming me huh" She said while laughing.

"Okay. Ludo, this is serious. I know. I was an asshole. I am sorry.."

"Whoa. So filming me wasn't serious for you until now when you want information, right?"

"Ludo I.."

"Keep the words for you. Mattheo is stealing your girl anyway." She said and left me there.

That was their plan. All from the beginning.

But I just can't left her. With him. With anyone else. I love her.
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Don't worry guys. And btw sorry for making Mattheo bad 💀