Whispers of the heart

CHAPTER 9

I feel something hard on my hand, I rub it up and down. It feels like a mushroom on touch, I quickly remove my hand and open my eyes, feeling embarrassed. I check if this man still sleeping, his eyes are still closed. I take this opportunity to remove myself from the bed and go to the bathroom so I can take a bath, I open the wait so that it can fill the bathtub. Removing my clothes, I get in the bathtub, as soon as my lady parts get in touch with the water, I let out a slight moan. This water feels nice man, I want to laugh. "Ma'Mntungwa, are you okay?" his voice says
"Yes" I reply in a whisper that will be loud enough for him to hear. There's silence afterwards to I continue with relaxing in the water. I stay in the tub until the water starts feeling cold, taking a towel, drying myself and walk out of the bathroom. Thankfully I find it empty, I open wardrobe doors until I find one with female clothes in the and pick out a summer dress. I walk out of the bedroom and into the kitchen.

"Morning" I say
"Morning Sipho" he says back. He places the food infront of me. We eat in silence, he finishes first and I finish after him, he gets up to take my plate but I take it before turn to go to the sink.

"I will wash since you cooked breakfast" I say, making my way to the sink, putting my plate in it and going back for his plate and glass, as I'm washing the dishes. I can feel his eyes on me.

"Are you going to talk or just keep staring at me?" I can hear the smirk in his voice

"I have a lot to say, I wouldn't know where to start" he replies back.

"Would be great if you start at the beginning"

"It would be nice, would it?" He whispers in my ear. When did he get behind me so quickly and quietly. I can feel his member, I keep washing the glass, I'm washing it for the third time by the way.

"The glass is clean" he speaks on my neck, leaving butterfly kisses on it. I'm trying so hard not to moan. I know when the devil is testing me.
I move my neck from his reach, I feel his smile on my collarbone.

" Let's start with what happened in the bed this morning."

"What happened?" I will play stupid cause I'm not going to have this conversation.

"Ooooh love, being this shy is so unbecoming of you"

"How would you know, what I am like"

"I know a lot about you love, even things you think no one knows" I shift my eyes to the top of his head that's still on my collarbone.

"What could that be?"

"That you want me as much as I want you" he says as he goes up and down my neck. I don't usually get turned on by neck kisses but these ones, mmmm

"Mmmm" I laugh softly.

"Tell me to stop"

"Mmmm" I feel him smile on my neck. A voice clears their throat. He moved so fast from me I could literally feel the wind in between us, I want to laugh so bad sana.

"Bhuti" the voice said,

"Makoti" he also speaks.
I doubt he is saying that to me, I finish with the glass and make my way passing Musa and his brother.

"Unjani bhuti?" (How are you brother?) I say to the other person who's in the living room, making my way to the bedroom.

"Sikhona makoti" he says back, kanti ubesho mina ekuqaleni, I haven't been with this man for a month already, I'm being given this name, Ayi shame. I get in the day and sleep.

I feel I cold body cuddling me, lapho I get cold easily. "Uyabada, Musawenkosi" (You are cold). He pulls me even closer to him. I can hear music playing in the house, it's amapiano.

"Didn't take you for the type to play this music"

"It's my brother who's playing this music"

"He is still here?"

"Yes and my whole family"

l turn to look at him so quickly that I almost hurt him. "Your whole family is here?"

"Yes" he says casually.

"I'm not leaving this room ke mina, it's to early to meet your family"

"Says who?"

"Mina" (Me) I say as I roll my eyes to the back of my head.

"Okay but they are here to see you, so imagine their disappointment when you don't show up knowing you are here in this room" I get up from the bed, so that I can go to the bath room. I wash my face and rinse my mouth. We both leave the room and get in the room full of people I don't know. I'm not gonna speak sana, an older man walks up to me.

"Unjani ngane yami?" He says
"Siyaphila, unjani Baba?" I ask him
"Siyaphila" he says and leaves to go outside the house. I'm so nervous because what is going on here, I look at Musa taking my hand and dragging me into the kitchen.

"Ma" he says to an older woman, there's 3 women in the kitchen in total. The older woman, she has a huge smile on her face. I'm standing behind Musa.

"Sondela" she says wiping her hands on her phinifa.
"Sanibonani boMah" I only hear two ladies greeting back.
"Mah bengisathi" kusho uMusa.
"Ngisacela ukuphuma kacane" I quickly walked out before anyone could object.

I walk back to the bedroom I was sleeping in and make the bed. As I'm about to finish making the bed, I hear the door open and I think it's Musa until I hear his voice.
"Sipho" the voice says
"Ufunani la Mandla"
"Wena" he says as he walks towards me, he is so close that his perfume is suffocating me.
"Move..."
The bedroom door opens and he tries to quickly move away from me, I fall on the bed.

"Ufunani la malume" Musa asks

Standing by the door, with his arms folded. I can clearly see that he is trying to control his breathing. I can see that he is angry.
"Bengizobana umakoti" he says with his eyes still on me.
"You couldn't do that outside of this room?" 
"I didn't even notice that the door is closed"
Musa replies with a mmmm
"Angithi ngiyobheka uBaba wakho" he says and leaves the room. Musa closes the door behind him and walks up to me, and pulls me up. He brings his face close to mine that I can literally feel his body heat, I close my eyes and then feel his cold lips on mine, the kiss starts slow. His hands go to my neck and back, the kiss moves from a slow one to a one of hunger, my arms are on his neck. He moves his lips to my neck and a moan escapes from my lips, making him push us on the bed. His lips find mine again, he sucks on my bottom lips like his life depends on it. I wish he was sucking something else. As I was about to kiss him back, there's a knock on the door.

"Bhuti Musa" the voice says.
He groans and places his forehead on mine.
"We are coming" he shouts back. He pulls away from me and gets up, goes into the bathroom. I catch my breath and turn over. Everything in this relationship if I can call it that is moving fast. He comes back from the bathroom and stares at me for a while.
"Asambani" he holds his hand out.
"Give me a minute" I say, he looks at me again and nods his head and goes out of the room and closes the door. I sigh and get up to use the bathroom myself.

I get to the dinning room and everyone goes quiet, there's one sit available and it's next to Musa. I take my sit and the dishes start to make noise again, the women are playing up for their husbands, as I'm about to get up. Musa holds my hand and tells me to sit, he goes as plates for me. When he comes back, he is holding one plate.

"Let's eat" he says
"On the same plate" I ask
"Yes" hayibo lomfana, infront of abantu. I refuse to open my mouth and he gives me a warning look. The way I don't care, we are literally infront of his parents. His uncle is staring at us, like his not blinking.
"So ntombazane tell us about yourself" says the woman next to the uncle. Hayibo loaunt.

"Yeka ingane Lindiwe" Baba Cebekhulu says. She keeps quite are that, dinner goes on and there's chatter going on and the man next to me keeps feeding me. When everyone is done, I take the dishes to the kitchen and start washing them.

"So you move from uncle to nephew" she says, I keep quiet.
"Iphi ingane yamyeni wami?" She speaks again.
"What?" Another voice says.