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El pequeño ciervo

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Versión ingles:

Severus just lost his "friend" after he was thrown into the lake, he lost her along with what little dignity he had left when his pants were pulled off in front of the entire school. He wants to die, he wants to disappear and the shame is such that it overcomes his own rage, but at the same time, he is also tired, it hurts him to lose Lily, he asked for forgiveness as soon as he fell into his mistake, which was in milliseconds after calling her "dirty blood" he did it still trampling the still warm corpse of his dignity, but he is also tired of that, of trampling this way his own self, maybe it is painful, but maybe it is the best, to let Lily go, maybe friendship was never forever, at least not for them.

But he was intercepted by Lupin's pitiful golden eyes, asking for forgiveness as if he were a martyr, Snape does not know if what the wolf is looking for is to be mistreated to lessen the pain that his friends caused, but Snape has had enough, he does not want anything, he knows that Lupin is insecure about his friends, and even if he wants to he cannot face them for an injustice, his reasons will have his own cowardice, so Snape does not blame him. Although he does not entirely reject Lupin's presence, and his help in drying his precious books.

Versión español:

Severus acaba de perder a su "amiga" tras ser arrojado al lago, la perdió junto con la poca dignidad que le quedaba cuando le bajaron los pantalones delante de todo el colegio. Quiere morir, quiere desaparecer y la vergüenza es tal que supera su propia rabia, pero a la vez también está cansado, le duele perder a Lily, le pidió perdón en cuanto cayó en su error, que fue en milisegundos después de llamarla "sangre sucia" lo hizo aún pisoteando el cadáver aún tibio de su dignidad, pero también está cansado de eso, de pisotear así su propio yo, tal vez sea doloroso, pero tal vez sea lo mejor, dejar ir a Lily, tal vez la amistad nunca fue para siempre, al menos no para ellos.

Pero fue interceptado por los lastimeros ojos dorados de Lupin, pidiendo perdón como si fuera un mártir, Snape no sabe si lo que busca el lobo es ser maltratado para aminorar el dolor que le causaron sus amigos, pero Snape ya ha tenido suficiente, no quiere nada, sabe que Lupin está inseguro de sus amigos, y aunque quiera no puede enfrentarlos por una injusticia, sus razones tendrá su propia cobardía, así que Snape no lo culpa. Aunque no rechaza del todo la presencia de Lupin, y su ayuda para secar sus preciados libros.