Now after about 3 months I still miss him, I still love him. But he screwed up. And yes, I want to forgive him, but what he has done is just not possible. Kept on a leash for 6 months. Waited 6 months for clarity and finally I had it. Just not what I had hoped for. I miss him so much, I miss my buddy, my best friend, the stress of reply, the smile I got when he stumbled. I miss him.
And I know that if I forgive him, my friends will kill me, and it will never be the same. Even though we still love each other, it will never be the same. I want to get over him, how? How do I get started? I literally have no idea. All I really want is for him to be back. And you can, but it will never be the same again. I'll eventually get over him, but when? no idea. He will always have a place in my heart. And he will always my really first love....
JE LEEST
broken thoughts
Teen Fictionshort texts about mental health usually in English, often with a Dutch translation underneath It's quite intense. If something is bothering you, you can always send me a message<3 I'm Dutch so sorry if there are any spelling mistakes or anything
