broken thoughts

self-harming...

Self-harm is something that often seems like a solution to all your problems, but it isn't. If you do it once, it won't be just once. It becomes an addiction after a while. .just like vaping, smoking and drugs ect. sh seems to be the solution for you too and if you do it after 30 seconds it no longer hurts.... And what did you do? ruining your beautiful body... and now you feel even guiltier and worse...So here I am going to write a situation about how it happens and if you can't stand it then read on from the line

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I just came home from school, school really sucked for once, I was bullied again and received reactions from my oh-so-sweet classmates. My mother is cooking in the kitchen and tells me to start studying right away and try even harder, because I didn't succeed again...there are tears in my eyes....I walk into my room, close the door and cry everything out. I'm so done with this. I look at my bedside table and after 2 minutes of hesitation I grab my pencil sharpener girl and my lighter. I put my bracelets aside and hold the cold iron blade against my arm and honestly it feels so good. After making quite a few scratches, I grabbed my lighter and lit it on fire. After 5 minutes the bleeding stops and continues to burn until my mother calls me to eat. I quickly reset the I'm sober app and walk downstairs and sit down and act calmly as if nothing happened.
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The article only mentions burning and cutting, but know that there are many more forms: consciously pulling out hair, scratching, hitting, biting, head banging, swallowing harmful substances, etc. Unfortunately, many people do this (me too:/) but I understand them and you have to do it, I understand you too, but know that it doesn't really make sense and you are actually just ruining your beautiful body.

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hey, I'm going to make the book complete or as good as English, but most parts have the translation below <3

I'm so proud of you <3

love you all