uncertainty is something that taints my thoughts and actions.
something that follows me wherever i go.
from the moment my dad first got sick all those years ago.
the times where my closest most valued friends have made it clear of my little worth.
in the same wavelength, when my dad almost died again. when she went back to the person who treated me like shit over and over.
uncertainty is in everything. no friendship. no relationship. no health. no safety. it's difficult but once you realize that anything can happen it makes the uncertainty easier when it happens. deattatch from your relationships. prepare for sudden change. be okay with unkind situations.
it'll be okay.
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a personal blog from a stupid individual
Poésiethoughts on life, intricately. first 5 entries - originally wrote december 2022 5-7 march 2023 8-9 january 2024
