I am myself.

I am a bad daughter. I am selfish. I can't communicate and I cut people off easily. I don't give chances. I'm self-centered. I don't tolerate disrespect easily. I focus only on myself. I only care about me. I think too hard. I have high expectations and I don't tolerate anything that doesn't reach it. I'm high maintenance. I'm prideful. I get triggered easily. I feel too much. I have my father's anger. I worry. I'm a lonesome. I lack experience. I don't do well in affection. I'm cold.

But inside I'm just a little girl trying to be the best of an older daughter. I'm just a girl who is trying to love herself. I'm a girl who only understands herself, who understands that she's the only person who will understand me. I'm a girl who has boundaries. I'm just a girl who is trying to love herself. I'm a girl who's trying to heal the bad inside me. I'm a girl who tries to heal up a wound the bad people have cut inside me. I'm just a girl who has wisdom. I'm just a girl who expect love like the books. I'm just a girl who dreams of becoming a main character in a movie. I'm just a girl who gives people space. I'm just a girl who tries to validate herself. I'm just a girl whose trying to heal from traumas. I'm just a girl given a mind so wild. I'm just a girl who can't control whats given to me. I'm just a girl who thinks of everything. I'm just a girl who wants real friends. I'm just a girl who hasn't experienced life yet. I'm just a girl who has to take care of herself. I'm just a girl who wants love.

But in time I've learned to be a woman who realized she is a daughter. A woman who prioritizes herself. A woman who realized that closure is not for everyone. A woman who realized that the phone works both ways. I'm just a woman who deserves better. I'm a woman who knows I'm that woman. I'm a woman who deserves respect. I'm a woman who knows my life revolves around me. I'm a woman who cares about life. I'm a woman who is gifted with an extraordinary brain. I am a woman with big dreams. A woman that loves the luxurious life. I am a woman who accepts the wrong. I am a woman who cares. A human who knows and accepts her emotions. I am a woman who tolerates no man. I plan. I am woman who's social and friends to those who only matter. I'm a woman who has a lot to look up to in life. I'm a woman hasn't found their person yet. Im just a woman who loves me.

I am everyone and everything. In different times and places. But in everything, I am myself. And I love myself.