part 4 lol

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by MrScallop

by MrScallop

Wow! I'm back again!!!!
On the..fanfic.
ENJOY!

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I hung my coat up on the wall, feeling happier than usual today. That's because I know what I'm going to do. I'll start off slow..destroying his books inconspicuously, then his beloved children, the Biografts. But that won't be enough to make him know. It told me I need something bigger to stand out. To be better. He's going to be so proud.

However, when he goes missing, people will look for him. I'll be able to take care of that. There's a Church in town that I've found in a span of a few weeks. They won't hear a thing when I put him in the offerings bin. He'd be long gone by the time I leave for Blackrock again. God won't care. If he's going to hell, I may as well come with him.

Everything is going to be fine.
He'll finally respect me.
He'll finally love me.
They love me.
I love me.

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I walk down the hallway, going into my bedroom to sit on my bed. The things I hope for are about to come true. The happiness is almost intoxicating. Never again would I be able to think I would be unchained from the grasp of my workplace, but here I am, ready for redemption. Redemption. For all of those times I've bowed my head and looked away with a scoff. I'm making up for it. Today. I'm right, I know I'm right.

I have to be right. Or everyone will hate me.

If I succeed, I will go down as the greatest man alive. The bravest. The strongest. The smartest. I have the courage they don't have. This will be great. I will be great. I will start in a week or two, maybe in a couple days, or weeks. I have all the time in the world..but he only has a month. I hope he uses it well.

I kick my feet aimlessly, staring forward at my door.

Goodnight.