𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄 ★ pedri gonzález

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙬𝙤, pedri

❝ sorry that i hurt you. ❞
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Olive is forcing me to apologize to Jules right now. I was already planning to. I had just other things planned in mind first.

I texted him if he could meet up at the training center. He very politely refused my invitation at first. Until Liv texted him.

I don't know if she threatened him to or just asked. I'm not going to question it though. I'm choosing to ignore it.

She's driving us right now. In her new car that she is indeed very much in love with. Maybe more than me?

I just keep admiring her as she drives. She's trying to ignore my stare but I am very much of a distraction. "Can you stop?" She hisses, giving me a quick side eye look.

"I cannot. You're too beautiful and I love you." Ever since I said it the first time, I can't stop saying it. It feels so relieving, a weight off my shoulders.

She rolls her eyes, shaking her head as she pretends to be bothered but we both know she loves it. I'm going to tell her I love her always and forever.

Nothing can make up for my character the past few weeks. But I can try to make it better. I need to make her feel that I am actually in love with her, that it's not just something I'm saying out of thin air.

Because I am. I am so fucking in love with her. I love her with every fiber of my being. I love her with everything I have in me. I love her more than I love myself.

And I will love her forever.

I can't imagine not loving her anymore. I can't imagine loving anyone else. She's so perfect.

"Olive." I call out and she hums as a response. "I told you everything I did while we were apart. You didn't." I point out.

"Yeah, about that..." She presses her lips together. Oh no. What happened? What did she do? Fuck I'm scared. "I kind of, well not kind of, I completely kissed Nadim." She blabbers.

My heart drops.

I can't bring any words to my brain. I'm in complete shock. He told me he liked her, why didn't he mention he kissed her?

"Oh." Is the only thing that comes out.

"And I'm not going to apologize for it. You broke my heart, I was trying to move on." She says confidently. "But I couldn't. I cried after it, just because it wasn't you. And kind of ruined our friendship." She elaborates more.

I don't know what to think about it. Of course, I'm mad. I don't want her in any other man's arms, let alone kissing him. But she's right. She did nothing wrong.

"Ferran tried to cheer me up once and took me to a bar to hook up." I say. I see her gulp as she imagines this. "I failed miserably." I add.

She turns her gaze from the road and to me. "How could you, Pedri González, fail at picking up woman a club? I don't believe you. You can get a woman while sleeping. " She frowns, shaking her head.

"I told a girl to follow me to the bathroom. And when we got there, I flipped out and told her I had a micro penis and an STD." I admit. I don't know what went through my mind when it happened. I didn't even tell that to Ferran last time. I pretended it just didn't work out.