After few days...
Shivika came out freshening up and wore a light pair of kurti and plazo....
After her breakdown that day ,she had stopped safing herself,she had stopped to eat,she barely eats ,her face became pale and lost its colour,she have completely lost herself, just living like a doll ...
Her soul is already dead , it was just her body ,which is used everyday and she couldn't even safe it... She thinks she have lost the race of life, she have lost interests in everything...
Her thinking have changed a lot ,she thinks it's all her mistake she must have done many sins in past life...
Today was the first day of fest, there result will be out after 18 days ....
She was very excited before but now she has losed the interest in it too ....
She reached her college....and her group was gathered at hall to discuss everything
Shivansh who was observing her from past days saw her face has lost its colour,she was lost in her own world and wasn't replying or listening anything
" Shivika" tanhi shooked her and she came into her senses
" H-hnn.. hn" shivika said and looked at everyone,her eyes fell on shivansh,who was continuously staring her ,she saw love and care in his eyes but averted her eyes later....
Shivansh's eyes weren't leaving her... His mind was lost with her thoughts
" Shivansh!!!" Tanhi said in a irritating voice
" Hmm" shivansh said coming into his senses
" Kya hai bhai dono kidhar kho ja rhe ho" eesha said being irritated
They looked at each other and then everyone
After some time~
They started decorating whole college
Tanhi was standing on stairs trying to solve the tangled lights ....but suddenly her stairs missbalanced and she was about to fall at that time kabir was passing from there ,he held her
" Arrey waah Uper se giri meri baahon m aake padi"kabir said laughing but tanhi made a angry face
She was angry with kabir since morning
Flashback....
" Kabirrr you are soo cute" tanhi said laughing loudly at his words
Rolling his eyes he replied
" M aur cute? No never"
" You are!!" Tanhi said laughing continuously at his irritated face
Flashback ends
" Acha baba kab tak gussa rahogi bata do to fir tbhi aunga wapas" kabir said laughing
" Kutte kamine insaan nikal yaha se!" Tanhi said getting up from his arms angrily
" Arrey arrey " kabir said laughing loudly...
She started leaving from there
But he held her hand and said
" Theek hai baba tumhare liye cute hi sahi wrna waise to m bhot handsome hu" kabir said dramatically
" Chal chal ave " tanhi said rolling her eyes
" Whatever " kabir said laughing
" Waise mere liye cute kyu hmmm" tanhi said teasing him but her teasing backfired her..
" Kyuki,hame tumseee pyar itnaa ki ham nhi jaante ha-" he was singing but tanhi's expression changed
She remembered the promise she have given to her family
" Mat kro please"she said lost in her thoughts and went away .....
" Kya bandi hai yr ye kabhi kutta bolkr bezzati krti fir please bolti uff she is unpredictable" kabir thought and begin doing the preparation...
Here tanhi came running in a class where no one was there...
She started crying thinking everything happened with her from childhood...
Shivika was passing through the corridor when she saw tanhi there wipping her tears...
She immediately came inside and said
" Tanhi.. kya huaa" shivika asked being worried as tanhi saw her she wiped the tears thinking , shivika is already bearing so much now she shouldn't trouble her more, telling her all this going in her mind
" K-kuch bhi to nhi" tanhi said smiling ,a fake one... Which shivika knew
" Kuch to hua hai ,wrna meri tanhi itni kamzor nhi jo roye" shivika said as more tears came out of tanhi's eyes but she wiped them off and said
" Nothing shivi bs ankh m kuch chala gya tha"
" Are you sure?" Shivika said sensing what she was saying wasn't true
Tanhi just hummed
" Dono ankho m kuch chala gya!" Shivika asked with seriousness
" Chord na shivi chal chalte hai" tanhi said and stood up to go out
" Tanhi you know,you can tell me anything hm?" Shivika said , though she was also broken ,but she can't see her friend who is more like a sister to her crying ,because from childhood, tanhi was strong one among them, she barely cried while shivi was soft and a cry baby from childhood ,but it's not her fault too the situation was like that which made shivi like this and tanhi like that .....
" I know shivi,there's nothing important,come one let's go now" tanhi said smiling not wanting shivika to take stress because of her...
They started going towards the hall too see decoration
One of the students from shivika's group asked her to give some decorative items to shivansh...
She was feeling something like attraction towards him... But she didn't also knew it...
She took the items nervously and started going towards shivansh ,who was guiding a student to set the chart some where else...
" S-shivansh" shivika said with scared face it was the first time ,she initiated to talk with him
As soon as shivansh heard the melodious voice he turned back to look shivika standing there with some things in her hands ,she was looking scared and nervous
"Hmm?" Shivansh hummed not wanting her to feel nervous
" T-that sakshi g-gave me this to give you " shivika said in a very low voice .....
Her voice was ringing in his ears... This was the first time they talked after that fight incident...
Becuase shivika knew she shouldn't talk to any boy or she had to bear the punishment....
But today she was feeling like to talk with him ,to express her emotions freely infront of anyone,she hates when she shutters while speaking
" Ooh thankyou" shivansh said taking the things from her hands
" Welcome" she muttered a small welcome and started leaving
He smiled at her while she was back facing her.
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