Bitter Truth

Chapter 2

Double update 😉😉

        

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The situation was somewhat similar in my class.

I forgot to say I was a brilliant student back then , passed high school with 98%.
So hope you understood how I got the admission without hurdles.

Everybody judged me for being nerd, being attentive in the class.

I received good grades.

But they threw me random names, buggie,nerdie ,and whatever i don't remember anyway

I thought may be I had someone to hold one.

During these days only one girl showed some kind of love towards me.

She used to sit beside me, asked about my wellbeing,  eat with me with her friends during lunch time ,and take notes from me.

Even though I kindly opposed the idea of hangouts , I thought to give it a chance with her .

Finally someone was really caring about me. I thought,poor me

If it weren't I overheard what she planned behind my back I would have screwed my life for sure.

She was planning to drug me and shoot my nude pictures so that she could black mail me and make me leave from the college.

How cruel of her for planning such a horrific activity?

According to her I am drawing all the attention of Professors to myself.
She couldn't stand it.

That day I cried through the phone pleading my parents to take me away from this hell. This is not the life I wished for .

All they said was, " Taehyung baby, bare for three more years until you graduate. Remember you have to take care of ur little brother too. This degree is very important for your future baby. "

And I couldn't say no to my mother's tears.

I found myself tucked in the blanket and listening to my favourite person holding my tears from falling.

I tired to spent my break hours by coloring and drawing random portraits of landscape I found on internet.

I was finding a new talent.

Months passed, in the mean time I studied hard and passed the first year with first class and distinction.

I am a brilliant boy, you won't be surprised, right

The second year classes started after a two months of vacation.I used this time to visit my home town.

My home.  Peace

My mother's hand made food ,heaven

I missed my little brother's tantrums too.

He cried and hugged me when I had to return back to Seoul.

My extreme wish to have friends was still there.

In this year too we had to change rooms.

Somehow I find my new roomates to be more talkative than the previous ones.

It began like a friendly talk , often jokes and teasing each other.
I tried to match with their energy , by cracking jokes , hanging out with them.

I was not behaving like myself.

I thought finally I am getting accepted among group of friends. So did whatever I could please them to accept me in their group.

In these times I found people considering nerd students as some  jokers trying hard to seek attention.

I poor self so started to give less time to studies.

No one is paying attention to studies , is this the way how college works?

I don't know anymore.

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