Bitter Truth

Chapter 7

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Every day, I found him doing the same thing. Being completely attracted to me, he would look at me with his adorable eyes.
I would occasionally glance at him to ensure he was looking at me.
One day, I was sitting beside Jiha noona when I suddenly saw Jungkook approaching our seat.

"Hey, give me your bag, and I'll bring it home."
Hearing this, Jiha noona took her backpack. I was watching everything, and Jungkook was quite close to me.

"Noona, give it to me, and I'll give it to him," I said
"No, Taehyungie, it's too heavy," she replied.
Saying this, she handed it to him, and he carried it as if it were a feather.

I was very worried because I couldn't give him the bag myself.

Hey, you idiot! What were you thinking?

Do you want to touch him?

How could you do that?

I was questioning myself.

No, I just wanted to touch his fingers to know how it feels to hold his hand, but why?

Am I attracted to him too?
The thought was arising in my mind.

I saw Jungkook leave the bus. "Noona, why aren't you getting off the bus? Your stop has arrived," I asked.
"Taehyungie, I'm not getting off here. I have a dance practice with my friends, so I'm getting off at the next stop."
"Oh, that's why he asked for the bag," I thought.

I couldn't sleep that night.
What happened to me?
What was I trying to do?I secretly wished to touch his fingers.Is this real?Oh, I'm going crazy. I remembered something that happened a few hours ago.I
was watching a movie where the female character was having the exact same experience with the male character.
It did take  some time to realise they are having feelings for each other.

Does that mean there's a possibility that I'm in love too?

""Taehyung, ""

Hearing my name I turned my head to see it was Jungkook.

"Hi, Jungkook. Where's Jihu noona?"

"She is at home",he replied

"But she told me to come here."

"No it was me"
"You? What did you want to tell me?"

"Taehyung, it's that you're so beautiful."

I was surprised.
"Huh?"
"Yes, Taehyung, you're so beautiful that I want to protect you from everyone."
Can you be mine?"

He was approaching me.And I was backing away
His face was getting closer.
"No!

I woke up from my dream

"What was that?"

I was sweating profusely

I wiped my forehead, closed my eyes, and realized the dream was so real that I got goosebumps from seeing him so close.
"Oh God, am I really sick now?.
"How could I?"

I was very worried about my newfound feelings for a boy.
I was a small, innocent boy who couldn't understand what I was going through.

"No, I tried to convince myself that this was wrong."
Being attracted to a boy was considered a sin.

I thought I was going crazy.
I prayed to God to help me erase my mind of whatever feelings it was making me have.
But it was like he was determined to make me feel something new.

Jungkook's secret glances were always there, and I convinced myself that he loved me.
I was very shy to look at him in front of him, but when I got on the bus, I managed to look at where he was sitting.